Fall in love with the enemy (Malec+Under Editing)

Fall In Love With The Enemy

Magnus was taking in his surroundings. A moment ago he was at a warm room, with a bunch of people arguing and Alec on a hospital bed at the institute.
But now.....
He was at a frozen lake.
The air cold, the weather gloomy and the lake frozen.
Nothing more nothing less.
He looked around. Nothing.
He carefully started walking.
He was taken by surprise when the lake wasn't slippery at all, it was like walking on a real floor.
Magnus continued walking forward.
Not sure why, but he felt the need to go to that diraction.

He didnt know for how long he had been walking nor where or why is he here.
But a small voice in his head was telling him nonstop to go forward.
He usually doesn't listen to it but now.
He himself felt drown to go forward. So he did.
As he was walking all moments with Alec popped up to his mind.

The moment he first laid his eyes to Alec.

Their first conversation.

Their first flirt, compliment stare.

Their first kiss.

Their first time.

All the time they spend together. Which was everyday, every moment.

Magnus hadn't realize the tears falling down. He missed his Alexander so much.
He was so happy that they were finally done with the mission and was so excited about the after.
Him and Alec would finally go on propal dates. Even if it meant that they would spend less time together, they still will be together and that's what metered .
But now..... Alec is in deep sleep. Not waking up.....
A sob ascaped him and made him realize that he had been crying.
He wiped the tears away and look again at his surroundings.
The same.

He was confused though.
The voice in his head had stopped and so had his legs.
He looked at his feet.
It was then when he notice a small opening at the frozen lake.
The water deep blue and the ice was slowly covering it up.

Magnus didnt know what he was doing but it just felt right.
He kneeled down and saw through the hole.
The light of the surface was going through the dark water making it more clear.
There was something in the water.... He needed to get it and hold it....
He didn't know what or why... But that was how he felt and how he would act.
So he putted his hand in the water.

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Alec's pove.......

I don't know how long I have been there..... Under water..... Watching unable to move as the surface was slowly covering up.... Making it hard for me to reach. And even if I reach it. Then how am I going to break the ice?
Not possible. Not in my condition at least.

At first I was higher and could hear Mom, Jace, Clary, Izzy, Max, Dad and Magnus. My family talking.

Mom would go lead the institute and when she had free time she would spend it close to me. Why?

Izzy wasn't talking much. She just praied at the angels for me. She was desperate.... Why?

Clary would ask how I am doing and support Jace.... Why?

Jace wasn't talking at all. Just sitting by my side. Why?

Dad and Max will come and cry.
Why?

Then lastly, Magnus. He will alway come and say how everyone's day was. He then will tell other stuff about his friends and the mandeins. The last thing he said to me was not clear.
He promised me something but I couldn't hear what. Why?

Why can't I listen and respond to what they are saying!? To tell them
I am listening!
...... But of course I can't do that.
I am underwater after all...........
Am I ever going to reach the surface?
How did I end up like this?

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It was back then when I was with Jonathan. He said that if I kill him, I will too.
I didn't get what he meant.
But now I think I do.
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He putted a spell on me didn't he?
If only I had let Magnus to help me and not pashing it for another time.
I propably would be awake now.
On Magnus's arms. Holding me tight.
Making me feel warm and safe.
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I miss him