16 years old
You got your period for the first time 3 years ago and you hid it from your brothers because well that's just awkward. you're on your second day of your period for the month and it's the worst day. Bleeding heavy, cramps are bad AND not to mention you messed up a hunt.
you walk back into the bunker and dean is giving you an earful "what distracted you out their? if you reacted quicker i wouldn't have hurt my arm!"
"yes sir, sorry sir that your precious arm to got hurt!" you spat back at him. Before he could get another word in you run to your room, slammed the door and locked it. all you could do it cry, that's another downside of your period, super emotional aka crying at everything.
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As Sam was in the bathroom he noticed a box he'd never seen before. bright wrapped pads. He made a 'oh shit' face and ran to Dean. "Dean, we are going to the store!" Sam exclaimed
"Why? we out of beer?" Dean asked.
" I'll explain in the car let's go." Sam dragged his brother out of the bunker.
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you eventually make your way out of your room to apologize to dean because you realize you shouldn't of yelled at him but you couldn't control it. You got to the kitchen and saw a note the boys left
Went on a supply run be back soon
- S and D
you sigh and decide to take a shower because you felt gross. you let the hot water run over you and get cleaned up. After your shower you put on sweatpants and an oversized shirt, grabbed a fluffy blanket and (your favorite) book. you sat on the living room couch and started to read. Soon your eyelids started to get heavy and tired. You were half asleep when you heard the bunker door open and your named being called. you were too tired to even respond. You felt the couch dip and an arm wrapped around you shoulder. you slowly open your eyes and see Dean.
"Hi" you said quietly.
"Hey squirt" he smiled at you
"um listen Dean, i'm sorry about earlier i kinda snapped at you...."
"It's ok i should be apologizing, i shouldn't of yelled, u did the best you could." you nod and hug him trying to hold back your tears.
"You hungry? we got you some (your favorite food)." You nod and you both walk to the kitchen.
"Hey Yn" Sam greets you with a hug.
"Hi" you greeted back. you take ur food and sit down at the table. you all eat talking and laughing.
"i say we have sibling night and watch a movie" Dean suggests
"oh yes let's do that!" you said excited. you loved sibling nights. between hunting all the time and saving the world you guys don't get that much time together. Sam and Dean smiled at your excitedness as you got up ran out of the kitchen. you ran into your room and grabbed all of your fluffy blankets you could carry and extra pillows. you plopped on the couch and got yourself comfortable. the boys came in.
"Someone's comfy" Dean laughed
"jealous?"
"i am for now, until i join you"
"What movie do you guys wanna watch?"
"You choice" Sam said.
"really?
"really."
"ok how about Mean Girls?"
"Mean Girls it is" Dean said clapping his hands and rubbing them together walking over to the couch.
Something doesn't seem right to you, the boys would NEVER agree to watch some chick flick even if it was your last wish before you die. then you start piecing it all together. First Dean wasn't mad at you anymore after you yelled at him, then they make your favorite dinner, next they decide to do one of your favorite things in the world, Lastly they would watch friggin Mean Girls! also not to mention Sam is caring a tray of (your favorite dessert). you had enough of this and got up off the couch.
"Ok spill" you protested.
"what are you talking about?" Dean asked
"Come on! i'm not dumb, i really really appreciate all the kindness and trust me it's nice buuuuut, something is definitely going on. Ever since you guys got back from the supply run you've been acting different." you rambled on "oh my god is someone dead? someone's dead or one of you guys did something stupid and youre gonna die, oh my god oh my g-"
"Yn!" Sam said snapping you out of your ramble. "we know"
"you know....what?" you raised eyebrow at the boys.
"here comes the flo train. choo choo" Dean said and he pretended to pull a train whistle in the air. You looked at him confused until you realize what he meant. you face dropped, cheeks turning red, you dropped your face in your hands, your embarrassed, you didn't want them to know. then you felt and hand on your shoulder.
"It's ok Yn, every girl gets it, its a natural thing" Sam cooed and you looked at him and smiled slightly.
"It's just weird, you're my brothers and-"
Dean cut you off "And you should not be embarrassed and you should talk to us if you need anything" you nodded and gave them a group hug. Dean picked you up and throw you on the couch.
"Move time baby" Dean said plopping down next to you.
"Mean Girls?" you asked
"aaah no" he said sarcastically and booped your nose.
"Ok then how about Ground Hog Day?"
"No that gives me flashbacks to when Dean died 103 times on a tuesday" Sam butted in
"Ooookaaay how about Narnia?"
"yea that fine" "that'll work" they both muttered an agreement
"Finally" you sighed and leaned back on the couch. you guys watch the movie and get more comfortable. Eventually your head was in Sam's lap and your legs are rested on Dean's lap. You guys were at the part of the movie where the lion dies. you let a few tears fall but quickly wipe them away hoping no one noticed.
"are you crying Yn?" Sam said with a slight chuckle. Dean whips his head to look at you.
"shut up" muttered.
"you know he comes back right" Dean said.
"i know but it's still sad, he didn't do anything. why did he have to die?"
the boys didn't respond they just looked at you and smiled. They were happy that you still have innocence and kindness in your heart. Especially since the life you were brought up in wasn't all sunshine and rainbows. Sam wiped away a final tear. He starts petting your head and runner is fingers through your hair. You can feel yourself getting tired and tired. your eyelids drooped as you fought sleep and eventually gave in. your breathing evened out and you let out soft snores. Sam looked down at you and smiled.
"And she's out" Sam breathed to Dean
"the hair gets her every time" Dean chuckled.
"I'll bring her to bed"
"Ok i'll clean up, Night Bitch"
"Night Jerk" Sam carried you bridal style to your room. He gently placed you on the bed and tucked you in just like he did when you were little. He bent down and kissed you on the forehead. "Good Night, sweetheart." and with that he walked out of your room, closing the door gently behind him.
