You're in my blud | YUNGBLUD

Twenty seven

Shores pov

The show was starting in five minutes. My heart was pounding, my anxiety was off the rails.

"Your gonna do great"

Parker reassured me. He rubbed on my back as I jumped up and down from pure nerves. Adam walked up next to me.

"Come on, it's time"

He said. My breathing increased and my nerves were out off this world. Adam walked in first and sat down on the piano.

I walked on the stage. Everyone was in nice suits and drinking glasses of wine. Everyone stopped there conversation and looked at me.

Oh great, Dom was here. He was sat along with rick and marina. He gave me a faint smile as he realised I was looking at him. I looked away quickly and took a look at everyone. I was obviously nervous, god I was making a fool of myself.

Adams piano started playing. I waited for it to get to the part where I started singing. I kept my eyes on Dom as I started to sing, I needed to make sure he knew I was singing about him.

(Read the lyrics or play the song, butterflies by gabby Hannah)

I knew who you were from the start
I just hoped you'd prove me wrong
I could spend all year just letting down my guard
While you're stringing me along
Gave it our best shot but we just missed the mark
Sad to say, our love is gone
I could spend all day just picking you apart
But instead I'll write a song
It'll go, ooh, ooh
Ooh, so instead I'll write a song
Said I wouldn't date for a while
Still I couldn't help but flirt
From the day I kissed your smile
I thought, "This is gonna hurt"
And it goes, ooh, ooh
Ooh, I thought, "This is gonna hurt"
This is gonna hurt, this is gonna hurt (gonna hurt)
Gave it all we can, it'll never work (never work)
This is gonna hurt, this is gonna hurt
Beware of butterflies, they'll break your heart
Your heart
Told me you'd never been in love
Thought that I could be the exception
It was too much to ask of you
I guess I learned my lesson
I'm bracin' for impact, leave my heart intact
I wish you never came around
New situation with low expectations
You still manage to let me down
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, I thought, "This is gonna hurt"
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, I thought, "This is gonna hurt"
This is gonna hurt, this is gonna hurt (gonna hurt)
Give it all we can, it'll never work (never work)
This is gonna hurt, this is gonna hurt (gonna hurt)
Give it all we can, it'll never work (never work)
This is gonna hurt, this is gonna hurt (gonna hurt)
Give it all we can, it'll never work (never work)
This is gonna hurt, this is gonna hurt
Beware of butterflies, they'll break your heart
Butterflies, butterflies
Butterflies will break your heart
But if I, But if I
But if I knew from the start
Why would I, why would I
Why would I give this a try?
Maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I like to hurt sometimes

I finished singing. Everyone started clapping loudly, people were discussing my song whilst smiling at me. Wow, they really liked me.

Everyone except Dominic. His face was red and, wait a minute, was he crying?

He wiped the tears away quickly, trying to make it like he never shed a tear.

I felt so fucking bad. I hated him with all my strength, but deep down I never stopped loving him and making him hurt made me hurt.

I turned around and walked off the stage calmly, Adam followed me.

"Everyone loved you!"

He said as he pulled me into a hug.

"I know it was so amazing"

I said trying to celebrate and not focus on Dom. Adam released me,

"Let's get a celebratory drinks"

Parker said as he ran over to us. Parker took me under his arm and lead me out me and Adam out of the restaurant.

We got out side and my nerves got the best of me. I ran over to the side and threw my guts up.

"Oh sweety"

Adam said half caring half disgusted. I wiped my mouth and walked back over to them.

"Just nerves I think"

I said as we carried on walking. We walked from the back and to the street.

"What bar we gonna go too?"

I asked Parker.

"There's one in hotel"

He replied. I shrugged my shoulder and carried on walking.

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We arrived at the bar and we all took our seats.

"Can we get 3 shots of Smirnoff Ice and 3 pink gins"

Adam said to the bartender.

"Your confident"

Parker laughed at Adam, I joined in the laughing.

"I just know the good stuff"

Adam laughed back at us.

"Three shots and three pink gins"

The bartender said as he placed the drinks down. We all thanked him and picked up our shots.

The drinks clinked together and everyone downed there drink.

I obviously didn't react well and instantly started gipping at the taste. I had vodka before and this had never happened. The bartender must have realised and threw a metal tub infront of me. I threw up again in to it.

"Thank you"

I said as I looked back up to the bartender.

"No worries love"

He said as he walked the bucket outside.

"God are you sure your okay?"

Parker said seriously. I nodded

"Yeah just must have caught a bug"

I said as I smiled over to the boys. Adam raised his brows.

"Or you caught a baby"

He said. I first laughed but them came to realisation to what he said. My face dropped.

"Wooow I was only kidding"

Adam said as he saw my face drop.

"What if your right. Omg what if I'm, you know"

I said as I looked down towards my stomach. Everyone went silent for a second.

"No it can't be"

Adam said.

"Can it?"

Parker carried on.

A/n

Ahhhhh guyssssss!!! Yes I have listened to your comments about mgk, and I mean you never know... the next few chapters may push your theory off track but don't worry.

Also omfg. I've already written the next few chapters so like...

Is she, you know?

Pregnant...