You're in my blud | YUNGBLUD

Fourty two

Shores PoV

It had been a few hours since my conversations with the boys and had some how ended up in a recording booth.

"Come on! You need to get some music out there, you could do with some dosh!"

Adam said as he argued me. I shook my head,

"I'm, uninspired"

I said sarcastically, causing Adam to roll his eyes.

"Il lay down a beat, you start coming up with ideas"

Adam says as he picks up his guitar. He started strumming away and I got into the feel of the song.

I opened my mouth to sing.

"You promised the world and I fell for it
I put you first and you adored it
Set fires to my forest
And you let it burn
Sang off-key in my chorus
'Cause it wasn't yours
I saw the signs and I ignored it
Rose-colored glasses all distorted
Set fire to my purpose
And I let it burn
You got off on the hurtin'
When it wasn't yours, yeah"

I freestyled. The song was partly about Dominic, okay well it was all about him, as usual. Adam watched in amazement.

"No inspiration my arse"

Adam laughed. I chuckled back.

"Okay carry on"

Adam said as he pressed the recording button and starting strumming away.

I repeated what I had just sang but adding some more on this time.

"We'd always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me
This dance, it was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me, yeah"

I sang softly. Adam watched as a grin red his face and he nodded softly. I stopped singing as I couldn't think of any more words.

"This is about Dom isn't it"

Adam said to me. I nodded

"He's the only inspiration I have"

I told Adam,

"What about Parker?"

Adam asked.

"God I need to tell you don't I"

I said as Adam became eager to know what I had to say.

"Omg tell me"

He said as he stared me.

"So basically me and Parker had our convo and our kiss as you know. After that Dom came into the room and he basically said he wasn't gonna give up on me and he still loved me"

I said as I cringed at the situation.

"And what did you say?!"

Adam said eager to know.

"Well I told him that we weren't over for good"

I said quietly scared of how he would react. Adams jaw dropped

"What the fuckkkkk! Your so confusing shore, what are you gonna do?"

Adam said as he threw his hands around.

"That's the problem I don't know!"

I said back.

"Well do you want to be with Parker?"

Adam asked me.

"Yeah I guess"

I replied.

"Do you want to be with Dom?"

Adam asked.

"Ofcourse I do!"

I said to Adam.

"Who do you love more?"

Adam quizzed me.

"Well I don't love Parker, I've only know him as a friend. But he's so amazing and good for me"

I spat out.

"But..."

Adam said waiting for me to carry in the convo.

"I love Dom, even though I shouldn't"

I said as the realisation came to me. I was meant to be with Dom, he did make me happy.