Can you see?

"I promise"

this whole situation is really hurting Leah. She doesn't understand her one feelings for Jordan.  Beth couldn't help but notice how off she was today. It reminded her of her first encounter with a girl. The only thing on Beth's mind that day was to help the two. that's what she did even if she knew it might bring back old memories that had hurt her.

B:"Leah?"
L:"yeah"
B:"are you okay?"
L:"no"
B:"is it Jord?"
L:"yeah i just don't understand"
B:"tell me"
L:"next she holds me when we fall asleep
And now she ignores me"
B:"have you talked to her about it?"
L:"no I thought it was enough for now you know, but it's complicated"
B:"i know"
L:"how everything went so smooth with you and Daan"
B:"i'm not talking about Daan"
L:"owhh"
B:"the first girl i had a crush on"
L:"what happened?"
B:"she was a new girl at my school, we started hanging out and stuff i got feelings for her. One night at a party we kissed. She ignored me for 2 weeks to afraid to talk to me. When she finally did she told me we couldn't be together cause her parents didn't accept it. We stayed friends, best friends even one month later she had a boyfriend and I couldn't handle it so I stopped hanging out with her it just hurt to much"
L:"I'm sorry"
B:"don't be, but please don't let it happen between you and Jord talk to her okay no matter what the outcome will be"
L:"I'll think about it"
B:"don't think about it promise me"
L:"I promise"

They hadn't even noticed that Daan and Jordan were at the pool sitting there. When they noticed they were done talking they came back to the sun-beds. Daan sat down behind Beth and hugged her. Jordan and Leah sat there akwardly Jordan as far away from Leah as possible. "Hey liefie let's go swim for a sec" Daan said hoping to give the two of them some time alone. "Sure, will you be okay Leah?" Beth said Jordan looked suprised she had no idea what she was doing to her. "Yeah i'll be fine" Leah said.
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From all the drama here in Sardinia they didn't even realize the calm storm in the Netherlands.  Lisa and Viv we're having the time of their lives . They went shopping catched up with Viv's family and went to Lars's games,Lisa cheering the loudest. She was the ideal daughter in law Viv's parents loved her like they love Viv.

After their amazing time they went to Scotland. Visiting the fairy pools and going to all the harry potter stuff there was. Not skipping one single thing. This was the first time in Scotland for Viv and she absolutely loved it. She had met Lisa's parents already but not her friends, some of them. Tonight she was going to meet all of them and she couldn't help but be a little nervous.

BETH POV
I hope Leah will live up to her promise. It's what best for her even if the outcome won't be what she hopes for. "Penny for your thoughts?" Daan asked me. She knows me so well. "I talked to Leah" i said. "What did she say?" Should i be honest with her? Yess it's in the past Beth. "Not much, i told her about my first girl crush and how it ended" i said hoping she wouldn't asked more about it. "I just wanted to show her how important it is to talk even if you won't get the outcome you want" she looked at me with a huge smile on her face "i love you, you know that right" "yeah i love you too"

i gave het a quick kiss before splashing water on her. "Ohh it's on" she said. I ran away from her as hard as i could. She is so tiny but that girl has a speed that scared the crap out of me. Before i knew it she pushed me in the sea. I tackled her down and she looked a bit angry which meant cute in my eyes. "Woopsie" i said. Getting up and running to the sun-beds reallt fast and sat down. Huh Jordan isn't her. "Where's Jord?" "This is what i'm talking about she keeps ignoring me" "Leah everything will turn out the way it's supposed to". "She's in the hot tub right now she hates hut tubs" Daan needs to talk to her. "I'll talk to her" Daan said. "Thnx Daan" i love her so much it's unreal. "Ofcourse" and with that my girlfriend walked away to do what had to be done.