A Family Affair

eight // Leave it be

Since I started taking classes at USC, I've  hardly had any time for anything anymore and I want to see people and spend time with them but once I become invested in something it's hard for me to detach from it. I have a really good drive and I don't know who I get it from but it's gotten me really far in my academic life, I skipped a grade because I had the brains for it- the Kardashian talent is having smart and gorgeous looking children. Hands down.

"You're finally off of that thing" Grandma pointed, her lips pointing along without her noticing that she's actually doing it

I sighed in relief "College is tough shit, since when did we HAVE to explain why we got the answer we got- shit I don't know the person next to me had it so I did too" We all laughed at my joke that may or may not have been true. I struggle with it but I manage to get myself back up, it's harder than people think it is

"Alright, dinner time" Every Sunday we like to enjoy dinner at one of the six siblings or my Grandma's, there are times that Scott would host dinner but that's on very rare occasions

We all sat around Kourtney's really long dinner table, everyone seems to all be here from the kids to the in- laws- Travis excluded, rager life and all, I think he's somewhere in Toronto. Having a huge family makes dinners like these the best, we talk about our days, encounters with old, bad and good news. Often times we'd say that we want something and one or the other would say 'I can help wit that' Rocks.

"How's Fai?" Scott, the best god father a woman can have created the question I thought I wouldn't have to face

I looked up from my drink "I heard you ghosted him" Kourt, as always has the most to say without actually knowing the facts, Kendall and I both looked at each other

"EENK WRONG" I pointed out as everyone laughed

"You are so annoying" Mom laughed holding onto her pants

"Why? Why is she wrong?" Lovey confused, she looked at everyone in the table looking for answers

"Yes, enlighten us" Kourt with her smirk "please do" Lovey added

Kendall and I looked at each other before I could ever proceed and of course before I could ever open my mouth they make a comment about how we keep looking at each other, well maybe because we haven't told anyone about the damn thing.

"We have talked, last time was Friday-Saturday?" "Saturday" Kendall corrected

"So Saturday, last week. I apologized to him for the disturbance I caused and-" One con about having a big family is that they will interrupt you "Disturbance?! What in the hell did you do? Did you ruin his house or something?" Scott laughed as everyone followed, Kendall telling them to shut up

I glared at them all "Plot twist. Jordyn came into Fai's house, uninvited. He was having a dinner celebration for his cover for the YSL magazine and Harry mentioned it to Jordyn blah blah was not his fault because who would know somebody could be so bold after a scandal like that, fast forward to that night, she popped up when Fai himself did not invite her- but wait, that's not the worst part" I did a bunch of hand gestures to help get my story across better

"What could she have done worse?" Corey never even liking her in the beginning because she had a certain smell she gave off when she came around

"She admitted to crashing the dinner AND this fucking bitch told everyone in that room that she likes Fai" I clasped my hands together and just faked the smile with such straight posture to let them know how annoyed I am

"You got to be kidding me, are you serious? Sage are you serious?" Kylie was on the string about forgiving her or even letting her still be in her and Stormi's life

Kendall, my support of this whole situation "I was there Ky. Thing is, she has been knowing that Say liked Fai- you know that she knew, it was made known but she still went for it. I mean who does that?"

"I apologized to Fai and everyone there, formally apologized to him on a call since we were both too busy to have a couple hours to sit and talk. I told him that I have feelings for him and he did too and told him that if after all of that drama and still on going he can choose to be with me or to walk away and he said he wouldn't and couldn't just walk away from me like that" Brief pause that everyone knows has a but to it

I let out a huge sigh "after that I haven't heard from him, it makes it about a week today. I'm fine, it's just a guy, I'll always be his friend and I can never hate him in anyway possible, no bad blood there or at least for me though.... I'm not going to beg for somebody to reconsider being with me. I'm an independent woman who doesn't need a man to be okay. I'm here and that's all I care about right now" I tried to smile, my mom got up from her seat and gave me a hug, God this episode will be DRAMATIC.

"Does your dad know Say?" Corey looked at me knowing how close they've become ever since he came into the picture, my nickname's a little weird I know but nothing about this family is normal

I nodded with that closed mouth smile "Picked me up from school on my 3 hour gap with flowers and a trip to the ice cream shoppe, then gave me a gift to make me feel better"

"Spoiled kid" Mom still embracing me, kissed my forehead

"We gotta keep it moving, no stopping for anybody baby! I'm good, love" I put my hands in the air and pumped it up, I'll be better in no time