Forgotten

Loving Reminder

(A/N): WARNING: This chapter is considered Mature for descriptions of sexual acts)

Carlos sat on Ben's lap kissing him with a feverish need. His hands slid into chocolate locks of his lover's hair, hips grinding down into one another. It all came rushing back with a sudden realization. Whisper like memories of sorts of him and Ben together like this, lips together, hands wandering, and bodies craving. It started with those first kisses when he asked Ben if he wanted him to beg for it. That dark look in Ben's eye brought back something that reminded him that he liked causing that dark look to appear. He liked being that cause of that special hunger in Ben's eyes. Now his body craved his touch, the memories of how good his hands felt wandering his body.

"T-touch me, Ben..." Carlos managed to pant between kisses, everything heating up as if both of their desires burned them from the inside seeking to be released. Ben hesitated though, he wasn't expecting Carlos to want this much so soon, he wasn't complaining because he wanted it too, but he didn't want to spoil a good thing."Are you sure?" Ben stopped pulling away just enough to look in Carlos' eyes. It was taking all his inner willpower to sit with everything he wants being offered to him. Carlos locked eyes with him and he could see it, that sincere recognition and approval.

"Yes, Ben... Please, I need you." Carlos whimpered pulling at his shirt. He was beginning to remember and the more they kissed and touched the clearer it becomes like gradually getting closer to something in a fog. Slowly the image takes shape into something real but magical. Ben nodded slowly and pulled his shirt off for him and pulled his hands to rest on his chest."Anything you want is yours Carlos" Ben breathed as their mouths reconnected into a much more passionate kiss. Carlos let his hands roam his soft skin and feel over each muscle. He might have quit tourney, but his body was still well defined. He let out a moan into Ben's mouth as his hands ran along his abdomen sliding lower down his body finding the crotch of his pants and giving it a playful squeeze before returning his hands to his hair and chest. Teasing Ben was like opening a floodgate both mentally and within his lover. It brought feelings like memories a sense of déjà vu as if he had done this before. The last vestiges of Ben's willpower gone now as he rolled Carlos over sending their neglected homework flying off the bed. 

He pinned his isle boy down onto the bed and yanked his shirt off over his head. Quickly, his mouth placed kisses down along his neck and shoulder, remembering from his intimate dreams just where to find his sweet spots. His first was just to the right of his adam's apple, a sensitive spot that Ben assaulted with his lips leaving a forming loving bruise and eliciting moans from the boy beneath him. Taking this as a good sign he worked over to his left side just behind his ear leaving another little bruise with his lips and making Carlos writhe beneath him, his hands gripping Ben's hair tightly now urging him lower. He couldn't help but smirk working his way down his lover's torso with sloppy kisses, stopping twice to give his rosy nipples some softer loving attention before wandering lower still, sliding his body down till he was faced with the tent of Carlos' pants. Ben smiled and brought his hand up to rub his hand over it making the boy writhe and moan more.

"Ben please," Carlos begged, he looked up and saw the expression on his face with a pleased smile. It was that puppy-like pout that urged him onward.

"Anything for you Pup." Ben teased nuzzling his cheek against the bulge of his crotch making what was inside twitching back against him. He nimbly unfastened his pants and slid them down. Now he was face to face with a pair of red and black boxers that were quickly pulled down as well revealing his prize. Ben smiled and wrapped his hand around Carlos' need and began stroking gently, just watching him from down here, enjoying the way his expression exploded from needy and scrunched up to blissful and pleasured. He smiled and slipped the tip inside his mouth, sucking gently and relishing in the new sounds Carlos made, they were so much more intense than before. He couldn't help but smile around him as he worked this part of his lover with his mouth, loving every inch of him slowly one inch at a time."More" Carlos croaked between blissful moans, hands tugging on tufts of chocolate brown hair. Ben seemed to know exactly what he meant as he could feel a single-digit enter into him making him buck his hips up into his mouth. 

"Fuck, Ben... please..." Carlos whined as one alone wasn't enough. Seeming to be a master at interpreting Carlos' wants Ben slid a second digit inside next. Carlos had done this to himself before, he relished in the slight pain but the pleasure that came with it more than compensated. With precision Ben slid his finger in deep and curled them, feeling around for just a moment before Carlos' entire body bucked and shuddered and he let out a cry of intense pleasure. Ben knew he could find that spot, he had done it in so many of his dreams it felt natural. Carlos couldn't help but tug at Ben's hair pulling him up and into a deep kiss as his fingers still worked at the sensitive bundle of nerves inside.

"Beg for it." Ben teased stopping for a second making Carlos whine and look at Ben with his biggest most pouty expression.

"Please Ben. I need you." He begged before feeling a third digit enter him. He wasn't used to this many yet so it stung but the pleasure of Ben rubbing that sensitive spot again overwhelmed it. Everything was hazy in the best way but all Carlos could feel beyond the pleasure and the love was an intense sense of having done this before. Maybe he had but couldn't remember, Ben seemed to know just how to make him weak. It wasn't long before the feeling of three fingers was comfortable. Ben slid his fingers out and reached for his nightstand removing a bottle of lubricant and a single condom. He gave Carlos a questioning look only to receive a quick nod. Carlos helped him undo his pants and remove them. Once his blue boxer with golden crowns was off Carlos suddenly understood Ben's last name being Beast and why three fingers were necessary. Ben smirked as Carlos ogled him and rolled the condom on before lubricating it and Carlos' entrance before lining up with it.

"You sure you want this pup?" Ben asked one last time for permission giving him every opportunity to change his mind."Yes, please." Carlos bit his lip as he felt it begin to enter him. His eyes snapped shut at the familiar sting of something pushing into him. Ben was going slow, not too slow but just slow enough not to overwhelm him. He couldn't help but love how considerate and patient Ben had been. Before he knew it due to the pain, Ben had bottomed out inside of Carlos. He leaned down and pulled him into kisses to distract from the initial pain, but Carlos was okay, he liked a little pain. Ben slowly started to move and at first, it was as if the wind had been knocked out of his lungs. The intense rush of pleasure was so great that he had nothing to compare it to. Even when he and Jay had fooled around when they were a couple, nothing compared. The moans ripped themselves from Carlos' throat on their own urging Ben to move faster and find a steady rhythm. At first, it just felt really good, until Ben shifted and was suddenly pressing against that bundle of nerves with each thrust, tripling his pleasure. His eyes rolled back briefly at the upswing of bliss before he regained himself. Carlos could feel a familiar heat and tension pool around his groin. He knew he wasn't going to last much longer. As if sensing this Ben sped up making the pooling sensation much more intense. Carlos reached down and stroked himself. Within a couple of minutes, Carlos' tension and heat released and as he did, making quite a mess as he cried out in pleasure. Ben wasn't far behind moaning into Carlos' shoulder as he spilled over.IT felt like descending from heaven when the high of their climax began to wear off. The two shared a loving kiss before Ben pulled out, disposed of the condom and went to get a warm wet rag to clean Carlos up. For Carlos, that white-hot climax lasted longer, lingering on as waves of memories came back to him. He wasn't sure what was going on completely, but he could suddenly remember things as if a fog had slowly begun to roll away from his mind bringing clarity and sunshine. He bubbled with laughter and tears as Ben cleaned his lover. Once clean, he pulled Carlos into and embrace, and Carlos showered him with kisses and love. Ben felt a little confused trying to wipe away his tears.

"What's wrong Carlos?" Ben asked and Carlos laughed more clinging to Ben as wave after wave of memory came back. Everything came back, them first meeting, him learning to play tourney, getting over his fear of dogs, stopping Maleficent at the coronation, and everything else. It was all coming back. Carlos shook his head, smothering Ben in kisses.

"I remember now, Ben. I remember it all. I remember us." Carlos sobbed tears of joy into his shoulder holding the love of his life that he thought he lost forever.