The drive home was dead silent; I turned off the radio during our talk, so now I'm left in my thoughts. I looked at the clock in my car and it read 2:47 am.
Do I really like him?
Of course you do, stupid. You have since freshman year.
God, why is this so difficult.
Because you're making it difficult.
I was having a war in my head, debating on whether I should or should not tell Sammy how I feel.
I shook my head, snapping myself back into reality. "No. He doesn't need to know." I whispered.
Pulling up to my place, I sat in my car for a good ten minutes and looked back on tonight. Telling myself to shake off any unnecessary thoughts, I helped Serena out from the back seat and made my way inside. Slowly and quietly, I opened the front door, facing a passed out Shawn on the couch. I rolled my eyes and reminded myself to come back down and cover him with a blanket.
Starting up the stairs, I huffed and dragged Serena up with me. I dropped her damp body on my bed, removing her shoes and placing a blanket over her.
I then slipped off my own wet clothes and took a quick shower, not wanting to smell after tonight.
After a twenty minute shower, I changed into my pjs. Knowing my makeup was more than smeared, I washed it all off and threw my wet hair into a messy bun.
Grabbing a blanket from my closet, I headed back downstairs where Shawn was currently sleeping.
Remembering Serena, I took it upon myself to get her a water bottle for tomorrow morning. After, I decided to call it a night and head up to my room.
Tonight was definitely something.
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"Ow, shit." I grumbled. I looked up and saw I was on the floor.
"Serena!" I huffed.
A jumble of curses escaped her mouth, along with a long groan. "What?! It's-" She paused to look at my digital clock. "It's 9 in the morning!"
"Exactly! You pushed me off my damn bed! What else was I supposed to do? Go back to sleep on the fucking floor?"
"Ow, Fuck. Oh no. Please don't tell me I got wasted again."
The corners of my mouth slowly turned up, "Oh honey, you got stoned and wasted."
"LIL-" She paused, squinting her eyes and placing her hands on her head.
"I'll go get the Advil," I mumbled.
"You're a doll, ba- Ow! Dammit."
I laughed and headed to the medicine cabinet in my bathroom. I walked back her spot and gave her the water bottle I grabbed last night.
"I have some pretty juicy shit to tell you, Ser." I sighed, sitting in front of her.
"Wait, wait. It doesn't involve me, does it?" She asked with wide eyes.
"No, not this time." I laughed.
"Okay, tell me!"
"Uh- I, um, Ikissedsammyandwealmosthadsexinmycar," I jumbled my words together.
Serena sat there dumbfounded, not having an idea as to what I just rushed out.
"Say that one more time, but slower," She enunciated.
"I kissed Sammy and we almost had sex in the backseat of my car," I looked down.
YOU WHAT?!" Serena screeched.
