who's fault?

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Self-harm warning
Rape warning
Angsty
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Mori had chuuya pinned to the wall of his office
" Look at you chuuya " Mori said with a grin
Chuuya looked away, he knew what was gonna happen. What's the point in trying, to fight after all Mori was his boss. The moment he swore loyalty to him, was the moment he lost his free will against him.

Meaning he'd do whatever his boss wanted him, to he knew this was gonna happen. As many times before, was this close to happening. Then dazai was there, to stop Mori by just walking in.
" Your 18 so no need to say anything your an adult after all chuuya~ " Mori whispered in his ear
Chuuya shut his eyes, and bit his bottom lip. Hoping dazai would come, hoping anyone would but no dazai left the mafia. Everyone knows to stay out of mori's office, unless asked to come in and that's how it was set.

Chuuya cried a lot, as the minutes passed. As they turned into hours, Mori didn't stop until he knew chuuya wouldn't even try to fight the next time. This happened and after he was done, he simply left his office leaving chuuya crying and snobbing on the floor. Well he fixed himself up, putting on his clothes wiping his tears away.

then walking out of mori's office, looking down and he tried his best to keep it together. Once he go to his apartment, nothing but cried and yells were heard. He thrown glass cups, at the wall after he finished drinking a cup on wine. Repeating the process and soon he, was gone lost in his mine and thoughts.

He grabbed his knife and slid it across his wrists until, he couldn't feel the pain anymore.
" Who would've thought I'd do something so stupid " Chuuya said
Went to sleep and to his surprise, Mori didn't just want to have him once.

Soon chuuya was 22,and here he was mentally unstable. From the abuse and rape Mori had done to him, the past years he finds himself in the same situation.

he didn't look Mori in the eye
" Chuuya we have some guest coming over mainly it's the ADA " Mori says as his his fingers found there way into chuuya's ginger locks chuuya looked at Mori
" Ah yes that means dazai will come why not stay by my side chuuya show him who you belong to now " Mori said gripping chuuya's hair
" I don't belong to you " Chuuya said

Mori pulled his hair making chuuya's head go back
" Oh but you do " Mori said
and let chuuya go sitting in his chair
" Come come " Mori added pointing next to him
Chuuya looked down, and made his way next to Mori. As the other mafia executives, made there way into mori's office taking there seat.

Soon enough the ADA came in, and took there seat dazai sat in front of chuuya.
" Heyyyyyy chibi~ " Dazai sang with a bright smile, who knew if it was fake or not.
Chuuya looked at dazai
" Don't call me that! " Chuuya said and crossed his arms and looked down

Maybe he was faking it, maybe he wasn't angry maybe he wanted dazai to know he was hurting.
" Chuuya now now don't be like that were at a meeting " Mori said as his fingers twisted chuuya's hair, around them dazai's eyes went dark as he glared at Mori. He saw the way chuuya's body flinched, he saw the bandages wrapped around his wrist.

To his elbow he saw the way, chuuya looked around with fear hidden.
deep behind the mask he was wearing
" Whatever " Chuuya said
Mori's hand left chuuya's hair alone
" Now now we're talking about Fyodor may I ask? " Mori said
" Yes it seems he's a threat to both the ADA and the port mafia we were wondering if you'd let nak- " fukuzawa was cut off

" Sorry chuuya can't he has things to take care of " Mori said
Chuuya looked at him
" But I tho- " Chuuya was also cut off
Mori looked back at chuuya
" You have things to take care of remember " Mori said
dazai could tell he was, gripping at chuuya's wrist by the way chuuya bit his lip.

Then shut his eyes, for a moment and nodded.
" Right... " Chuuya said and looked away
He met eyes with dazai's, and for that moment dazai could tell something happened. When he left the port mafia, after the meeting chuuya quickly left mori's office. Before he knew it he ran, into dazai who pinned him to the wall.

" Hey what the fuck let me go! " Chuuya said pulling, at his wrist hoping dazai would let go.
" What happened chuuya? " Dazai asked
Chuuya looked away
" Nothing fucking happened " Chuuya said
Dazai undid chuuya's bandages, and saw chuuya's soft skin full of cuts.
" Why " Dazai said
Chuuya rested his head on dazai's chest

" Why'd you leave dazai you knew what he would do if you did four years dazai four god damn year I was forced " Chuuya said
And dazai knew what he was talking, about dazai knew how vulnerable chuuya was when it came to that. He knew chuuya wouldn't fight back, dazai grabbed chuuya's shoulder and shook him.
" When was the last time? " Dazai asked

Chuuya pulled away
" It doesn't matter your just going to leave again right dazai you didn't care and you don't " Chuuya said
as he looked at dazai, and smiled as tears fell from his closed eyes.
" He's just going to continue till he finally breaks me and maybe he already has dazai why'd you lie to me telling me you love me " Chuuya looked up

" Mori won't stop and you won't stay so the only logical thing to do is " Chuuya brought a gun to his head
" Wait chuuya stop! " Dazai said
And the other walked out of mori's office, and saw what was happening.

" Come on dazai don't be a hypocrite you've always wanted to kill yourself so let me do the same " Chuuya said
" CHUUYA! " Everyone yelled as the gun went off, and everyone looked to see the gingers body on the floor. as dazai's was, on top on him pinning him down.
" Your an idiot " Dazai said
Chuuya looked up at him
" I hate you " Chuuya said

Before chuuya shot himself, dazai ran grabbing chuuya's wrist. making chuuya's hand, go up and shoot the roof.
" I know " Dazai said
" I fucking hate you! " Chuuya said as more tears came
" I know you do " Dazai said
He got up and helped chuuya up to

Then turned to Mori and his eyes went dark
" Don't touch him again and maybe you'll live another day " Dazai said with a warm smile
But everyone in the room knew it was fake
Dazai grabbed chuuya's hand, and pulled him away as he walked out the the port mafia HQ.

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