Soukoku Oneshot's

mute pt 2

Fluff/soft Angsty
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3rd POV
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Who was he?
How'd he come here?
Why was he here?
Why do I care about him?
Is he even my friend?

" Chuuya please focus on your work " The teacher said
Chuuya nodded staying quite,
Dazai looked over at chuuya.
" You've been quite all week are you okay? " Dazai asked
chuuya nodded was he okay though, he didn't know he's been a loner all his life. Now he had a friend, but dazai has been hanging out with everyone else lately.

Class ended kids caged around dazai's desk, leaving no room for him to leave. Maybe it was because his suicide attempt, maybe it was because he's now the main talk of the school.
" Why'd you try and kill yourself? " A student asked
Dark thoughts filled chuuya's head, with memories he wouldn't be able to get rid of.
" Was it because of something bad? " Another asked
" No no I just have interest in suicide nothing bad happened " Dazai said
Putting on a smile

A smile chuuya knew was fake, dazai didn't care about them he had no need for them. He was an emotionless to feelings, maybe that's why he hangs around chuuya. Maybe seeing someone weaker then most hide, and not show emotions makes him feel something. Maybe it made he think he wasn't as heartless, as most sought him out to be but then again most didn't even know him completely.

Just knew the person he played, chuuya stood up and left the class school was out. He had no reason to stay, and wait for dazai but he wanted to so badly. A reason to stay and wait for dazai, even if dazai wouldn't wait for him would he.

Why love someone who doesn't love you back?
Why care for someone who could be using you?
Why be there when they aren't there for you?

Chuuya was lost he looked up, and saw he was at the park he smiled softly.
" Chuuyaaaaa~ " Dazai sang out
Chuuya turned around he, smiled brightly he was happy dazai was there.
" Yeah? " Chuuya said just above a whispered even though, they were a few feet apart dazai heard him no matter how low. Or even if, chuuya said nothing at all.
" You didn't wait for me was it because of all the kids? " Dazai asked
Chuuya looked down ashamed, that he left dazai it made him feel like he wasn't a good friend.

Dazai walked up and hugged chuuya
" It's okay chuu their just people no need to think I'm not your friend " Dazai said softly into chuuya's ear
Chuuya found himself falling into the hug, drowning in this affection feeling safe he let his body relax and he hugged dazai back.
" It's been.....weeks... " Chuuya whispered
Dazai felt sadness wash over him, he had hurt chuuya he was feeling something he cared about chuuya more then anything.
" I'm sorry chuuya " Dazai said
Pulling away from the hug

Dazai looked chuuya in the eyes
  Forgive me? " Dazai asked
Chuuya looked away before looking back at dazai
" Mhm " Chuuya responded
Dazai smiled
" Great let's go and get some ice cream " Dazai said
Chuuya nodded and they started, walking to the ice cream shop chuuya looked at all the flavors.
" Chuuya did you know when you eat chocolate it gives you the feeling of falling in love that's why people give their lovers chocolate or when people brake up they eat chocolate " Dazai says
Chuuya looks at dazai, in confusion he wanted to says.
' really '

But the words wouldn't come out
" Can I get one chocolate ice cream and one mint " Dazai asked the cashier
" Of course sweetie " The cashier lady said
Chuuya sat down at the table, in the back by the window and pulled out his book as be begin reading.
" Is he your friend? " The lady asked
Dazai smiled
" I'm hoping we can become more then just friends " Dazai said

The lady smiled softly
" That's adorable what's his name? " The lady asked
" Chuuya, chuuya nakahara " Dazai said
" Your? " The lady asked
" Dazai, dazai osamu how about you Ms? " Dazai asked
" kouyou your ice cream for you want a cone or a bowl? " Kouyou asked
" Bowl we'll be staying awhile " Dazai said
Kouyou nodded and took the money dazai handed her
" $3.46 is your change " Kouyou said
Handing him the money dazai took it

Then headed over to chuuya
" Chuuya is it okay if we stay awhile? " Dazai asked
Chuuya looked up from his book, Barely only his eyes see able bright blue sapphire eyes.
' If you want to '
Chuuya wanted to say but once again, the words wouldn't come out chuuya looked down tears wanting to spill from his eyes.
" It's okay chuuya don't worry it's going to get better " Dazai said
Chuuya just shook his head,
Dazai knew chuuya wanted to talk but the words got caught up in his throat. He couldn't say anything dazai smiled softly, and started humming a tune it was gentle and soft.

Chuuya focused on the sweet sound that dazai made, he closed his eyes humming along with the tune dazai played softly and quitely. Falling into the feeling of being safe, he was with dazai nothing was going to happen here.

Everything was okay he had nothing to worry about
" Here's your ice cream " Kouyou said
" Thank you " Chuuya said quietly
Kouyou smiled at chuuya
" Your welcome love " Kouyou said
" Thanks kouyou " Dazai said
Kouyou nodded and went back, to taking orders as people slowly started filling the ice cream shop.

Dazai ate his mint ice cream, as chuuya ate his chocolate ice cream. Dazai as always playing out jokes, chuuya laughed softly with a smile that dazai loved with all his being.
" Chuuya it's getting late how about we get going " Dazai said
Chuuya nodded cleaning up, and putting his books away.
" Come back soon " Kouyou said
" We will " Dazai said happily
Why was he so happy chuuya, was there dazai dropped chuuya off before walking home.

His happy feeling gone he felt nothing
" HEY YOU BITCH! " A old man's voice yelled
" I'm leaving you asshole! " The voice of a woman's shouted
Dazai looked at where the voices, were coming from a man beating on a girl typically but that wasn't the case.

It was the woman standing her ground, she hopped in her car driving away dazai walked a few more blocks.
" Please stop I didn't do anything " A kid begged
" And so what? " A bully asked
They continued to bully the kid, till he was crying dazai didn't do anything to stop it. He just watched and girlfriends and boyfriends fighting, couples going out on dates old ladies being walked across the street.

Old men getting help with heavy stuff, kids being told not to mess around during dinner at restaurants. Dazai finally got home it wasn't home, he missed chuuya so badly he wanted to be with chuuya so he called chuuya.
" Chuuya how you doing? " Dazai asked
Chuuya breathing was slow and steady
" I'm doing okay how about you? " Chuuya asked through the phone
Dazai smiled
" Good well I was just checking in see you tomorrow " Dazai said

before hanging up
" Fuck " Dazai said
Cursing himself for not talking with chuuya longer, his heart hurting why was it because he loved someone who rarely talked to him. That's it his cold heart was warming up, to someone who was as fragile as glass.