Fixable

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Angsty
Trigger warning
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3rd pov
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Chuuya tried reaching for his hat
" Give it back! " Chuuya shouted
Dazai pushed chuuya away
" No I don't like it " Dazai said
" Then give it back to me! " Chuuya shouted
Dazai stared at chuuya and an idea popper in his head
" I'll just burn and I'll never see it again " Dazai said
Getting out his lighter, chuuya's eyes widened and tears filled them.
" NO WAIT PLEASE DAZAI DON'T JUST GIVE IT BACK! " Chuuya yelled
Fear filled his voice

He tried once more, his hat was lit into flames and his body was slammed to the ground. Chuuya's wrist held tightly by dazai, tears trickled down his eyes.
" Shut up with your yelling it's annoying " Dazai stated
Chuuya let out a snob, his eyes looking at his hat that was burning.
" Now listen to me for God sakes chuuya! " Dazai shouted
Chuuya looked at dazai, his expression was full of hurt.

Dazai sighed deeply
" You listen to me and only me! I don't care if mori gives you orders you belong to me you do whatever whenever I want! " Dazai said
his voice was dark with demand, chuuya let out a wince from dazai's word's.
" You understand that? " Dazai asked darkly
Chuuya's mind broke, his heart broke his eyes let more tears fall.

The sheep had just betrayed him, he was hurt badly even so dazai didn't care. Chuuya loved his hat, he was attached to it because the person it belonged to help him realize he was who he was. It didn't matter if he was, just a vessel for a monster he was human like everyone else.
" I understand..... " Chuuya whispered softly
Dazai smiled
Letting go of chuuya's wrist, dark purple bruises took place where his hands where. Dazai got up then helped chuuya up, chuuya looked down at his feet and followed dazai.

That's the day chuuya became dazai's, nothing and none else could own him.

A dog he was

Always following dazai

Always do as dazai tells him

He was so broken, and dazai just kept braking him more and more.
" Chuuya come here " Dazai said
Chuuya stood up and went to dazai, who ran his fingers through chuuya's hair. Then pulled chuuya's hair, making chuuya's head go back from the bruising grip. A small whimper left chuuya's throat, dazai's eyes we're dark and showed he was mad.

Dazai threw chuuya down
" I thought I told you I didn't want you wearing any hats chuuya " Dazai said
Chuuya's body froze as he stated to panic, his eyes looked for a way out of this situation but there was no way out.
" Ane-san gave it to me " Chuuya said
He was replied with a slap to the face, his eyes filled with tears as he grabbed his cheek.
" I don't give a fuck who gave it to you chuuya! " Dazai said harshly
Chuuya tried moving back, bit dazai stopped him and pulled chuuya closer to him.

The ginger flinched, when dazai raised his hand tears fell from chuuya's blue eyes. Dazai put his hand down
" You know I hate hitting you chuuya " Dazai said
Chuuya looked down
" But you keep on disobeying me so I shouldn't feel bad when I punish you " Dazai says
" Even so I don't like seeing you scared because of me " Dazai adds
Chuuya knows what he's supposed to say, his mouth let out lies that he so desperately wanted to be the truth.
" I'm not scared because of you dazai.... " Chuuya said
His voice was weak

Dazai picked chuuya up
" That's a good boy chuuya " Dazai said
Approving of chuuya's response, chuuya let out a sigh of relief his body relaxed into dazai's hold.
" Also I burned the hat don't do it again or you'll get worse " Dazai growled out
Chuuya couldn't do anything, ever since that day dazai grew to hate all kinds of hats.

Maybe it was because he felt guilty, and all hats reminded him of the night he officially broke the ginger.

Chuuya clung desperately onto dazai, shutting his eyes tightly so tears would stop falling. All. Chuuya heard before he fell asleep was dazai, mumbling something along the lines of.
" It's ok chuuya just sleep "
Chuuya would never officially know, because he knew wouldn't ask about it.

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