Soukoku Oneshot's

Hurtful words

Angsty
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3rd pov
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Chuuya sighed from the a millionth time, hearing akutagawa's on going rant about the kid he liked.
" If you like him so much tell him! " Chuuya snapped
" I can't! He's friends with dazai! And plus atsushi hates me! " Akutagawa said

Chuuya rolled his eyes, at hearing dazai's name.
" He doesn't hate you, you just suck at showing you like him " Chuuya said
" How so? " Akutagawa asked
" Your a dick to him you think he's gonna like you if your like that? " Chuuya asked
Akutagawa blushed and looked away
" Whatever " Akutagawa said

Chuuya smiled at akutagawa
" Hey just tell him if he doesn't feel the same then get over him and find someone who does like you back " Chuuya said softly
Akutagawa nodded

Chuuya got up
" Well my friend I got to go " Chuuya said
" Where class doesn't start for another 10 minutes? " Akutagawa asked
" Someone asked if I'd met them in the library to ask me something " Chuuya said
" Do you know who? " Akutagawa asked
" Nope! But whatever " Chuuya said

And left finding himself, at the library Where he met dazai.
" It was you? " Chuuya asked
Dazai smiled
" I knew it'd make you come met me " Dazai said
" What do you want bastard? " Chuuya asked

Dazai acted hurt
" So cruel chibi! " Dazai pouted
Chuuya rolled his eyes
" I'm not playing games with you " Chuuya said
Dazai smirked
" No I'm the one playing games with you~ " Dazai shot out
Chuuya looked at dazai confused, before giving up on dazai's stupidity. Or just because he was confused, and didn't want to focus on it.

" Hurry the fuck up! " Chuuya says angrily
" Your so angry Jesus calm down no one wants to hear your constant shouting " Dazai said
Chuuya was hit with that, it hurt and hurt him bad. A quiet whimper left past his lips. Chuuya's eyes fell to the floor, why'd it hurt why should he care what dazai says?

Dazai was taken back, can he take back what he said?
" I don't care " Chuuya said
Looking at dazai, his voice was much quieter.

Dazai saw he was hurting chuuya, so why did he continue to hurt chuuya. The rest of junior high, and now they're second years in high school.
" Hey chuuya wanna hang out with me gin and higuchi? " Akutagawa asked
" Nah I'm doing something else today " Chuuya said
" What is it? " Akutagawa asked
" Just something it doesn't matter " Chuuya said

Akutagawa sighed, ever since that day he went to the library. Chuuya stopped doing things, like talking so much. Or Complaining, about things he usually would.
" If need someone to talk to I'm here you know " Akutagawa said
Chuuya didn't even look at akutagawa
" I'm Okay " Chuuya said

Dazai walked into the classroom
" Well well if it isn't chuuya nakahara himself " Dazai said
Chuuya looked up at dazai from his seat
" And you are who again? " Chuuya asked sarcastically
" Someone people actually care about shrimp " Dazai says
Jokingly

The class would let out a laugh, because chuuya never said anything about it hurting him. Dazai watched as chuuya slowly broke, all because of him it was his doing.

Chuuya looked Down, that's right people cared about dazai. Anyone would know that, all dazai's suicide attempts. People would crowd the hospital, to visit him and make sure he's okay. No one would bat an eye, if chuuya suddenly disappeared from the their sight.

" Well I'm done waisting my time on you thanks for the notes yesterday though " Dazai said
And walked to his seat, something inside him told him to stop. He didn't listen

It was just as chuuya thought, no one batten an eye. He left that school, finding himself at another. Where he still went by quietly, hurt by dazai's words chuuya never made friends after that. Hurt so that, he decided to only talk when talken to.