His beautiful eyes staring onto mine, our heart beating fast. His long fingers made their way to the side of my face to tug a lost hair on the back of my ear.
We stare couple more seconds as his face got closer and closer to mine, inches from our lips to be touched.
But something wasn't quite right.
His lips was about to be pressed against mine,
"I can't." I turned my face a little. "I'm sorry. This is wrong." He finally parted his face from mine.
"I- I'm sorry Y/n, I k-know your not ready, I'm such an idiot." He apologized.
I could tell he was a bit embarassed.
"You don't have anything to be sorry for. I- I'ts just that I can't do the same to what he did to me..." I teared up.
"I c-can't do the same mistake as he did, i-it would br even..." I cried in his arms. "I'm sorry. But I really just wanted to let you know that I'll always be here for you, and I'm pretty sure you know that, right?" Taehyung caressed my cheeks aswell as wiping my tears.
"I-I'm such a bad friend T-Taehyung, I'm sorry." I let it all out. "No, what the heck are you talking about." He refused my statement.
"I'm g-going to get some more pillows kay." He left leaving me all alone.
Taehyung closed the door behind him and lead his back against it.
He sighed and felt rejected with dissapointment.
He knew you weren't ready so he felt stupid trying to take you away from Jungkook just like that knowing that your love for Jungkook is unbreakable.
He knew from the begining he wouldn't have a chance with you eversince he introduced Jungkook to you and you fell in love. It was like destiny for you.
Taehyung let a single tear drop but stopped himself from doing so as he didn't want you to know he cried.
He took the pillow and closed the door behind him.
As soon as he came back he saw you sleeping already,
He walked slowly towards the living room and slept beside you, he knew you wouldn't mind as it was a part of both of your doings since childhood,
You would both sleep together. He looked at your sleeping face and caressed you cheek slightly refraining himself from waking you up.
He sighed, "I loved you more than he has loved you, Y/n."
"Even if you haven't met him yet, I was already there by your side." He sighed. And dozed off...
Meanwhile...
Jungkook couldn't sleep even if there was already a girl lying down hugging him on bed.
Yes, he indeed fucked again. That way he can only forget about problems. It was like a drug to him.
He sighed, "Kookie, are you okay?" Rose said. "Is there a problem?" She asked once again but Jungkook hasn't respond, he was staring unto the ceiling not exchanging a damn word.
Rose took a depe breath as she finally figures out that there is something bothering him.
Jungkook couldn't help but to let a single tear out. You usually don't run away like this. You'd always talk about what happened and you both would try to fix it. But no, it was the first time you run away like that just like thin air.
He thought you are used to what he was doing, he thought it was okay to fuck girls even if he had a girlfriend already. He still couldn't figure out why you haven't left him after all these things he had done to you. He just couldn't help but be cold to you yet you still love him more than anything.
Your words lingered in his mind.
He finally took a deep breath and looked at Rose who was waiting for him to finally give her attention.
"Up for another round babe?" Jungkook smirked.
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To be continued...
