old aches

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Between my junior and senior year, I was dealing with a lot of pain and heartbreak that had happened to me during my junior year. Little did I know that things would get way worse! However, I can confidently say that I'm in a better place to deal with the issues that I have today. When I wrote this, I wasn't nearly as strong as I am today.

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It's almost been a year.

How did that happen?

It still feels like yesterday.

It still hurts like it happened today.

I'm still having nightmares.

I'm still terrified when I leave the house.

I still panic when I see certain mannerisms or facial features on people because it reminds me of him.

I see certain posts and my heart drops because it reminds me of what they said. 

It still hurts.

It still stings.

I'm still alone.

I'm still scared.

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