controlled by him

chapter30

I was forced to go to his house that night though I was expecting him, he didn't show up.

"Wow, this was the best night sleep I had since weeks" I woke up feeling so refreshed and in a good mood till I felt the sheets I was in and opened my eyes to see which room I laid

"o m g " it all came back to me

" the hell I did last night and how did I forget to set my alarm today I have to double-check of the trip arrangements," I said as I was jumping here and there in the room collecting my things and freaking out

*he is going to kill me * I was murmuring that between my breaths because I was remembering the stupid things I said yesterday as I was heading downstairs to escape literally ESCAPE tippy-toeing along the way.

*but he deserved it though he pushed me he...* and I was cut off and out of my thoughts when I pumped to HIM God save me.

"What did you do to whom? Who deserved what? And where are you heading this early in the morning, Sarah?" he said looking gorgeous wet and shirtless fresh out of the bath

"Or you were talking about me" and his features got stiff and I was in deep SH*t

"Don't mind me, sir, I thought I was late hhh anyways I need to go to finish some work before our trip tonight? "said that and fled outta there.

* thank God he didn't bring up yesterday or I would be dead by now* thinking to myself.

I went home so tired of all the excitement I had this morning and then jumped, packing my back getting ready for Spain I wasn't thrilled to go knowing I ll see that hideous woman there with him, but why it's bothering me there is something made me so mad at him when I knew. What did I expect for him to fall in love with me and we will live happily ever after hu silly me

I was busy the whole day calling agencies and arranging our three days work over there, making sure everything is double-checked.

" ah it's six o'clock I can finally go home" and as I was gathering my stuff to go ..My phone range at this exact minute and made me jump, it was him.

"Sarah, are you done with everything," he said with a cold tone

"yes sir everything is checked and ready I ll be waiting for you at the airport at five am Mr. Knight and his PA will be there as well"

"No I won't be coming with you I will have to follow you the day after "

"what about your Tv INTERVIEW it's supposed to be the first thing we do once in Spain"

"its fine Sam ll do it,I must wait for Ms. Gate we can't have her travel by herself"

"ok..Then all your meetings tomorrow would be held by Mr. Knight ?! Got it I hope you have a nice flight, goodbye sir"

I was livid he wants to spend more time just with her and I thought ....silly me.

"Good morning fancy face," said Mr. Knight jokingly

"good morning sir everything is ready" and I handed him his schedule

"Oh dear relax Sarah lets have our coffee first Jesus you look like your control freak boss" and laughed

Mr. Knight did the interviews they were long and repetitive but he was a pro he was charming and fun so kind to everybody around him didn't mind do-overs or delays he was relaxed so everything went smooth.

While he was doing them I kept wondering * how come they are related I man Mr. Knight is cute, calm, kind, funny, and considerate while HIM, well he is rough, tense, tall, muscular, tender when he wants to be...* then I stopped myself I was supposed to hate him not praise him.

"ok ok thanks everyone for your hard work," Mr. Knight said to everyone in the room as he walked really fast towards me untying his navy blue tie and putting it in his pocket.

"let's go have something to eat Sarah I am sure your hangry and as tired as me," he said while putting his hand on my back and almost pushing me forward as if there wasn't room for a no.

"ok I am actually," said and smiled

We got to a nice restaurant the owner knew Mr.Knight ..wasn't a shook really they served us and with a wonderful meal and wine he asked...

"So how are things going on with you and my lovey-dovey cousin" and I chocked and was coughing my lungs out...

"what do you mean sir, "said after hardly mastering my breath while jogging large glass of water

"hahahahaha relax Sarah I meant professionally" but he said that almost dying laughing on my reaction and the last word almost sarcastically underlying it with lots of meanings which made me fluster

"everything is fine ..I mean Mr.Russal is quite the businessman and I am trying to keep up with him"

"ok ok since his mention disturbed you lets talk about something else ....tell me darling do you have a boyfriend?"

"no " kept my eye on my food didn't lookup

"I can't believe that a beauty like you have no one whats wrong with men these days" laughing holding his wine

"I didn't have the time for any really after school I was working three different jobs to pay back a debt so didn't have the time," said that and realized how hard my life was.

"But look at you now amazing looking and have a great job I bet you would have anyone you want"

"yeah but not the one ii want"

"what?!"

"oh nothing I think the wine is getting to me I am not a good drinker you see can we head back to the hotel I think I need to sleep it off," I said feeling the heat rising through my veins because of my last statement

*am I crazy what would he think now I hope he didn't notice anything the dinner was disaster *

"ok darling here we are this is you have a good night" I was opening my door when I felt a hand pulling me and felt a kiss I was kinda dizzy and out of it

"Damien you are here "

"What?!!"

"oh Mr. knight what are you doing" pulling back putting my hand on my mouth in shook

"it's a beautiful night to be spent alone and since you have no boyfriend lets have some fun darling" and he tried t kiss me again when I pushed him trying to release myself out of his tight grip but the more I struggled the more aggressive he got he kept trying to kiss me by force while pinning me against the wall, somehow I could escape but I fell onto the ground scrapping my knee and start crying

"Mr.Knight please stop this please" while crying and shouting

" oh darling Sarah I am so sorry are you ok," he said holding his head and then walk toward me to help me up but I retreated in fear.

"oh Sarah I never meant to hurt you I am so sorry please let me help" with a guilty tone sadness filling each word went out his mouth

"such an idiot please forgive me come on sit let me clean you knee"

"no need just leave please"

"please Sarah let me.."

"LEAVE NOW," I said I was scared drunk and hurt I just wanted him to leave.

After he left I ran to the shower my body was aching my skin was crawling it burned everywhere he touched me I felt disgusted I couldn't help but to through up I was crying hysterically it didn't feel like when HE touches me with him its different o m g I am in love with him.