After what felt like an eternity of silence, I spoke up. "So...what're you gonna do?"
"I don't know. Fuck, you don't even know who I am."
"Richard Allen Olson...the uh fuck, rhythm guitarist in my band? You love...cats? You don't like pizza and you always bite your lip when you're horny or stressed out."
He looked at me with his lips parted slightly, and his eyes wide. "W-what else do you remember?"
I frowned as I started concentrating more than I could remember concentrating before. "Devin and the others arranged our wedding...y-you couldn't walk after the honeymoon and as soon as Lindsey went into labour, you was up. You woke me up with the girliest scream ever, and I don't regret anything. You wanted to call Dani Lin, after Lindsey but Linds chose the names for us."
"I..I didn't think you'd remember..."
"I'm starting to remember more but there's parts that I can't remember no matter how hard I try."
"It's only been a day, Chris. I'm sure your memories will come back in time."
"We fucked in a room outside, I don't know why there's a room outside the house but there is...Ghost walked in, right?"
"Yeah...I hid under the desk, and he was not happy."
"I can imagine.." I chuckled softly before turning my attention to the blue eyed beauty in front of me.
I can understand why I ended up with him, he's just too damn beautiful and perfect in every way. Manson walked in with a sad smile. "Visiting hours are over, I'm afraid. You can come back tomorrow, Ricky." Ricky stood up and nodded softly before he turned his attention to me.
"I love you, Chris. I'll be back tomorrow." I nodded and smiled softly at him before he left. Manson walked further into the room and checked all the machines before shaking his head and sighing.
"Have you remembered anything else?"
"A bit...but everything is still so confusing. There's so much I don't remember, like why I fell in love with Ricky. I don't remember starting the band or anything that happened since I met him."
"But you're remembering some things. That's a good sign, it means your memories will return in time."
"Yeah..." I mumbled before yawning and shaking my head to try and keep myself awake. "You need to eat. Also, the police are coming tomorrow, if you can remember anything about what happened then that would help." Manson added before smiling softly at me.
"Okay. Can I go to sleep before I eat?"
"If that's what you want, then of course you can." I smiled gratefully at him and laid down, quickly falling into a peaceful sleep.
-Flashback-
"I'm pregnant." Seriously?
I stared wide eyed at Gaia, wondering why she'd bothered coming to tonight's show to tell me something like that. "And so what?" It wasn't like I was the dad...right?
"You're the dad, I know you are." She insisted. I froze and glared at her, clenching my fists and trying not to do something I may end up regretting. "You are fucking joking. I wore a condom, you're a lair."
"No, I'm not lying Chris!"
She has to be! I used a condom for fucks sake! And she swore down she was on birth control, as well as taking the morning after pill. So either she lied to me, or she was lying now. So she still lied to me, whichever one it is. And I don't like liars.
Vinny stood next to me and glared at her, not hearing what she said before thankfully. at least, I hoped he hadn't. "Look, I don't know who you are. And I don't care, either. You need to leave, you're not wanted here."
"And who are you exactly?" She sneered, getting up in Vinny's face.
"Someone you don't want to mess with. Now go." She huffed and shot me a dark glare before turning on her heel and stalking out the room. Ricky wrapped his arms around me from behind and sighed softly. "I'm tired.."
"I know, baby, I know." I murmured softly, turning to face him with a sympathetic smile.
He smiled shyly at me before pressing his lips against mine softly. A flash went off and we broke apart to see one of the fans staring at us with the happiest and most idolising gaze I'd ever seen. "Can I help you?" I said politely, trying to resist the urge to pound some respect into whoever it was.
I didn't think I was violent, but I have my moments. Everybody does, it's what makes us human. That, and this obsession with craving something we can't have, loving somebody we can't have and hurting ourselves when we feel lost or afraid.
"You two are so cool! I always wanted to come out to my parents but I never had the guts until you two made it obvious to people you were together." I snickered and thanked her before she left, rolling my eyes slightly. She was kinda nice actually.
Ricky playfully smacked my arm before reaching up and kissing me again. "I love you so fucking much Chris."
"I love you too Ricky, you know I do. And I always will, no matter what." I hoped Gaia was lying.
He blushed and hid his face in my chest before we were joined by Josh and Ghost. "You two going to...relax on the tour bus?" Balz asked, glancing between the two of us. Ricky nodded, making Balz frown. "Then we're gonna go to the after party. See you two in a bit."
After they left, me and Ricky walked into the bus before kissing each other deeply, holding each other tightly like we couldn't let each other go. "Let's make the best of the time we have alone then, shall we?" I questioned, holding a bottle of lube up to make my intentions clear.
And he simply smirked in response before kissing me again.
