9 May 2020

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The day is here again, sun shining calmly through the leaves.

I feel my pain no more. The fever went down and it comes back up occasionally. Probably it is harmless.

I decide to wander more in the garden before I go back to handling the escape and other problems.

I try to remember what I could use and what I have learnt. What I need to do now is act spontaneous and have a clear mind.

It sounds familiar as I say it out loud. I remember now. It was mushin. I squint my eyes. I'm sure there was more states of mind next to mushin... I try to remember, but as for now, in vain.

I search a stick and a plain area to poke. Eagerly I try to remember how to write it.

無心

That must be it. I spot the animal of yesterday behind me again. This time I figure out it's an artic fox. I decide not to disturb it.

Instead I head inside to see if there are any people living here. Perhaps they can help. I take a deep breath and continue the day.

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