I'm finally back at a desk. I fight the urge to leave my spot. Instead of getting immediately to paperwork I decide to order my thoughts and plan out what I have to do.
I have deadlines. I become again aware of those. I try to learn diligence and use it against my chaotic personality.
I plan out slowly and with lots of effort everything I have to do. I decide to change up my routines and habits. I look forward to put everything I have learnt the past few days to practice.
As I finish up the plan I see it is quite a busy one. I hoped it wouldn't have been so. Perhaps it wouldn't if I started earlier. I look up at the deadline I wrote in a big font: 18 May.
I have 2 days. Or is it three? Whatever it is, I try to finish the most important firstly. I settle my priorities.
I check the clock again. It's late. I prepare for bed.
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