y/n's pov
"did you have fun on the field trip?" johnny asked, putting the dishes into the cupboard. "i guess." i mumbled, throwing my legs onto the stool in front of me as i leaned my arms onto the counter.
"why? what happened?" johnny asked, raising his eyebrow. "i don't really wanna talk about it." i dismissed the topic, he nodded understandingly. "come on, let's watch a movie. i'll invite the boys?" he asked, i nodded happily.
~ mark, taeyong, yuta and jaehyun come over ~
"where's chenle, y/n?" mark asked, sitting on the couch. i only shook my head, feeling too emotional to explain.
one part of me regrets leaving him, but another part of me misses him. i missed how he'd hold me even when we were alone or surrounded with people, how he'd talk to me about anything. i shouldn't though. he was my fake boyfriend, i'm not supposed to have feelings for him.
"did you enjoy the field trip?" jaehyun asked, taking a sip from the beer in his hand. "it was okay, i kinda wish i stayed here though." i admitted truthfully, picking up the finished plates the boys used and placing them in the kitchen as they continued watching brooklyn 99.
as i walked back into the living room, there was a knock on the door. i sighed tiredly before mumbling an 'i'll get it'.
i opened the door to see the face of the person i didn't want to see at all.
zhong chenle.
YOU ARE READING
to all the boys i've loved before (nct dream)
Fanfiction'my letters are my most secret possession. i write them when i have a crush so intense, i don't even know what to do.' THIS BOOK IS NOT PROOF READ IM SORRY FOR MISTAKES lines from the movie are also included in this so some of them are not mine :) t...
