The Moon Knows It All !!!

Chapter 20

Vanessa's POV...

It has been a week and I have healed quite well. My body is perfectly fine but the mind often wandered in the back alleys of torment and torture. Some were from my ex-husband and some were from my brother. But the new family that I have found has been very nice to me. I even have started trusting them with my life. As much as I struggle to accept, I have been having something stronger than just lust for Suga. He had been with me all this time. He has taken care of me like no other. He even watches me while I sleep and stays with me when I have nightmares.

I want all this suffering to now end. I want to take care of myself and want to be good. I want to heal myself as Suga wants me to. I want to gain my strength, I cannot keep one of them always on guard for me. I have to get stronger and smarter to protect myself. Finding Wang Son's plan and taking him down will be the next target.

I walked down the stairs and met Suga in the kitchen. He was busy whisking the eggs and I strolled behind him and sat on the breakfast table.

"Hey, baby girl, I was about to bring breakfast to you. How are you feeling?" He almost cooed at me. If anyone said Suga was this sweet and gentle when I first met him, I would have laughed at their face and punched them in the nose. But here I am blushing on this guy. Don't worry I will never tell him this. I know he is only being nice to me as a human. He does not see me as a love interest. Why would he?

We sat at the breakfast table and ate in silence unless I broke it.

"Suga, I want to talk to Namjoon," I said just above a whisper to him. He looked up at me, his eyes wide.

"Are you saying that you are ready to talk to the doctor?" He inquired brimming with happiness. I blushed at his smile. These days when I see him smile, his gums show quite a lot. His gummy smile is one of my weaknesses that I never want to get rid of. His eyes squint and he looks like a cute little kitten. I brushed off my thoughts, 'Control Vanessa'. 

"Yeah, I mean we have been talking about it, and I want to get well. I do not want to hurt myself anymore. I am tired of feeling sorry for myself."

Suga called Namjoon and he promised to drop by in the evening. He had an urgent meeting to attend and he would be bringing boys over.

We spent the afternoon watching movies. I walked into my closet and changed into some jean shorts. They were ripped at the hem and ended just so my ass wasn't on the show. I pulled on a tank top and thin white shirt that I had borrowed from Suga. His shirts smelled nice and I felt comfy. When I walked to the bedroom, Suga whistled at me. I glared at him my brows knitted together.

"I'm sorry, you look hot."

"Yeah, whatever. Let's go, they would arrive soon."

"You are excited for once, I like it."

We walked down and the front door opened as if on cue. It revealed Jung kook and Namjoon, others followed behind. We all sat in the living room talking. "So, Vanessa" Namjoon started, "How are you feeling now?"

"I feel great, thanks a lot for everything." "All of you," I nodded with a smile toward them.

"You don't have to thank us Noona, we were only doing what we were supposed to do. You are family now." Jung Kook said to me.

"You are my new family and I care about you all. But, I still feel incomplete."

"So, what did you want to talk about?" Namjoon asked.

"I...I wanted to visit the doctor you talked about."

"Really? You want to get well?" Hoseok jumped from his seat, his eyes glistening with joy.