It's like a deep tunnel. You cannot turn back because it's too steep. There is no turning back. You keep going in. The darkness becomes your friend and you fall in love with loneliness. Darker thoughts are no more alien to you. All you want is to en...
I was running like a mad dog through the wilderness. Lines and lines of trees were running past me all burning. I had no time to stop and see what is happening. I had to stop them. It is my mess and I cannot let it happen to my family. It started pouring heavily like even the almighty was standing in my way, to my love. I wiped my face and kept running, my eyes kept closing because of the heavy downpour. Finally, I was out of the forest and stood in front of the burning mansion.
The hellfire danced a ceremonial performance, engulfing the building in its deathly womb. It looked like the whole mansion was screaming with its arms stretched out to grab everything in the surrounding. This demonic and sacrificial fire was ready to drag every ounce of life into the deepest darkest corners of hell and I was not having it. My family is inside, Suga is inside.
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A/N: This is how I imagine it to be, just more flames surrounding it.
I ran through the entrance where the door had given up long back and the gap looked like the hell's entrance. I screamed at the top of my voice which was soon muffled with the burning smoke. I looked around and could see some random bodies sprawled at the floor. Some were partially burnt and some were melting into the floor, skin dripping off them like wax. I ran upstairs and opened the door to the first room. Nothing, nobody. I ran toward another big room and kicked the door open, I coughed badly my breathing was getting shallower. I opened my eyes and it went wide. The room was burnt and still burning at the corners.
There laid 6 bodies, guns in their hands, and bullet shots all over them. Taehyung, Jimin, and Hoseok were on the floor, torso with a dozen bullet-holes each. Namjoon and Jin were hanging on the window sill, half of their face was burnt. Another body laid on the bed, the back supported against the wall and melting guns in both hands but no face. The half-burnt timberlands tell me it was Jung Kook.
It felt like claws dug inside my chest ripping my heart out while I watch each tissue break that connected my heart to my body. I almost fainted but Suga. Where is he? I ran out, puking my guts out on the floor. The fire had almost died by the heavy rains and the house looked like a big bonfire burnt out to ashes. I tried holding on the rails of stair and it broke. I lost my balance and fell directly to the hall room I entered previously. I crashed against the burnt wood and could feel burns on my back. I rolled over and tried standing up. I have to find Suga, maybe... Just maybe he survived.
I screamed his name again and again. I wish I had never seen the kitchen. I looked at him lying on the floor and a death scream escaped my mouth. My knees gave up and I bent down. I screamed and screamed but a jawless face did not move at all.
I woke up my heart almost pounding out of my chest. It was horrific, why such a detailed dream? My face was painted with sweat and my clothes drenched. I looked around but everything was dark. I was on the bed, my head and stomach were all bandaged. I pulled the drip needles out of my arm and threw my legs out of the bed. This can't be it was a very vivid nightmare and I was way too scared. I took off my nightclothes, who dressed me? Where am I?
I found a pair of jeans and a t-shirt on the chair and wore them. Suga is alive right? I walked out of the room and saw that we were not in the mansion, yes, I remember it was bombed. I opened the door next to my room and saw Namjoon and Jung Kook sleeping peacefully. Oh! Thank god. Hoseok and Taehyung were in another room and Jin was sleeping on the sofa while Jimin snuggled in the armchair beside him. I walked to the far end of the room and saw Suga sleeping, his knives were still at his bedside. I entered the room and looked over him. My eyes welled up with tears that I wiped away with the back of my hands. I sat beside him and held his hand. He is still tranquilized I think.
His eyes remained close and my lips trembled at the thought of my nightmare. "I cannot let you suffer because of me".
"I ... I don't want to leave you again and run away because I know he will come after you."
"I know the business you are in is risky and scary but I cannot let my selfishness of getting my brother back hurt you or my family."
"I love you Min Yoongi, and I will love you till the end of the time. You brought me out of the darkness that I thought represented my life. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me."
I leaned in and pecked his lips softly. My fingers trailed from his forehead to the corner of his eye that had a speck of tear...? I don't know. I kept his arm back and turned to leave. I looked back at him before closing the door behind me. I need to fight my own demons.
