The Moon Knows It All !!!

Chapter 25

It is funny how you always struggle against your mind and your mind is the only thing keeping you sane. What is insanity? Is it how you lose control over your actions? Is it just the absence of mind and soul in what you are doing? My sanity was lost a long time ago and I still struggled against the thought of losing myself. Finding Kyungsoo was the only thing in my head and to do that, I would go to any extent. I don't mind struggling but the things I had to do... I can never forgive myself for it.

This is another kind of insanity. I know, he warned me to leave the city. He warned me he will kill me, and I know he can. After what he did during kidnapping, I don't think he will blink an eye before slitting my throat this time. Even after all the strong voices of precaution, I wanted to listen to the little whisper telling me that my brother can be saved. That I can bring him back and we can live happily ever after. This 'Happily Ever After' concept has thrown me under the bus numerous times and I know it will bring me to my end soon.

Suga opened the door to the car and offered his hand to me. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, I pulled myself out of my thoughts and took Suga's hands to climb out the car. My feet stumbled but Suga caught me. Deep Breathes...

I smiled small at him and hooked my hand around his arm. He rubbed my arm and smiled at me, "You ready?" I nodded. We walked in, it was the same Hotel Minerva where we first came. I smiled at Seok Jin who was beaming at me and let out a small whistle when we approached him. 

I wanted to be calm and composed so I chose a Royal Blue cocktail-length dress. Its tulle fabric hugged my breast and torso perfectly. The bateau neckline highlighted my neck bones. Keyhole back added the sexiness on me and I was feeling delighted in it. The netted design in front was decorated with embezzling little stones and was perfect to define glam. A silver belt hugged my waist making it smaller than it already is. The netted sleeves ended below my elbow and kept all eyes wanting more to see. I paired them up with a white toe post-ultra-strappy heels. I looked a bit taller than Suga but he could not peel his eyes off me and I was loving the attention.

Suga wore a baggy suit jacket with formal suit pants, and let the shirt tucked out. The green suit did compliment my attire but not so much to shout, LOVERS. His printed leafy shirt was loose around his body with top two buttons undone. His gold chain flashed around his neck and diamond stud on his ear gave him the perfect, 'I'm Drug Lord' look.

As soon as we were inside the hotel, Jimin jumped up hugging Suga and then glared at me. "Excuse me?" I inquired. He tutted at me and turned to look at Suga. "How are you? Did you talk to Wang Son? He is not taking everything from you, is he?" He let out in a single breathe. I was taken aback.

"Calm down, I'm Ok. You know I won't let anyone take away anything that is mine." He stole a glance at me and I turned my face away to hide my red cheeks. Jimin pulled me in his arms for a hug and whispered in my ears, "Don't hurt him, or I hurt you." I gulped down and looked at him. He pulled away tilted his head and his scowl changed into a perfect baby smile. "Noona, you look beautiful" he chuckled at me. Woah!!! What? I swear to god these men. I am shit scared of these men and their duality.

Suga looked at me and I shook my head, "Nothing". I bit my lower lip and gazed away. Taehyung, Namjoon strolled to us looking gorgeous as ever. Tae had got his hair dyed red and he looked like a cherry pie. He smiled at me and me at him. His attire looked godly. Namjoon was as crisp as always in his white pullovers and black jeans. His jacket hung over his shoulder and his hair pushed back. Everyone was not at all how I had seen them during the first party and we screamed rebellion. Hoseok, Jung Kook joined us with champagnes in their hand and we all clinked our glasses.

We were chilling when the commotion started again. Just like the first time. He is coming, he is coming again. It was like Déjà vu. He entered the hall, his head held high, he walked with his King-like strides, and his eyes were covered with sunglasses. Sunglasses? Do you know who wears sunglasses at night? No talent douchebags. 

I smirked at the thought and tutted my way to his path. As soon as I reached near him, I intentionally dropped my champagne glass on his shoes. The liquid spilled and glass broke. I rolled my tongue against my lower lip and tilted my head at him.

He took off his glasses and arched his eyebrow at me. The room had fallen silent. The breaking of glass made an echo, that lasted longer than I had expected. His dog put one hand on my shoulder and I looked at him. I knew the boys inched closer but I twisted his arm breaking his wrist bone. The trick Jung Kook taught me finally came in handy. Another pet tried rushing but he raised his hand stopping him.

"Apology, my men are sensitive." He glared at me and I smiled at him, a sarcastic laugh threatening to slip. "Tell your dogs to wag their tails, or I will tell them how you cry like a bitch after I tickle you." I waved my fingers in a form of tickle and saw his expression change under his skin just a bit. He got better at hiding but not in front of me. "See you soon bugs-bunny." I winked at him and walked away. I held on to Suga's arm and he slid his hand to my waist. The boys walked with us and I glanced back at him still standing and glaring at me with a flushed reaction. We turned at the corner and I breathed out harsh.

"Holy fuck, that was intense" I whisper screamed and Suga chuckled at me.

"Damn, you are good. I have seen your attitude before but after all the damage, I did not think you could shape-shift that well." He laughed at me.

"Who was that exactly?" Taehyung asked while lending me a water bottle and squatting down to my level.

"That was me. It is me. I don't like someone putting their hands on me without my permission." I gulped down the water.

Suga was smiling sheepishly at me and lowered his gaze. We stood up and walked back to the car. I leaned closer to Suga and whispered to him, "Don't you dare think you had any power over me, even for that one time." I smiled and saw color leaving his face.

As soon as I slipped inside the car, Suga slid beside me and stroked his hands under my dress. He squeezed my inner thigh and pinched too close to my womanhood, getting me drowsy and wet in an instant. "I will show you who has the power tonight," He breathed against my neck and I tilted my head back. "You have made me hard with that smart mouth and tigress attitude, hotness. I will buy you a new dress," with that said he ripped off my dress from my back and pulled me on him.

I think I lost my power just now.