they played video games for like two hours but i wasnt complaining because i loved being wrapped in quintons arms. i just felt safe and for once in my life loved.
ever since i was a kid josh was always the favorite and i know for a fact that my parents didn't like me the same as josh, olivia, and will. i was always pushed to the side, ignored. somedays i wouldnt go down for dinner and no one really cared. they probably didnt even notice. even josh. i felt as we got older me and josh definitely got closer but when we were close enough to the point to where i felt loved he left. then i would never eat, and i started cutting. i miss cutting honestly, but i promised. but you know what josh promised me that he would always be there to talk but you know what he left and got me started so if he cant keep a promise neither can i.
quinton's pov:
we were getting hungry so we finished the round and turned off the tv. all of the boys got up but y/n just layed there looking at the wall. i was very confused she was probably just thinking so i let her just lay in my arms. i slightly moved my arm to put the controller down and she snapped out of it and ran out of the room. what was she thinking about. i was going to follow her but i didnt want to be all up in her shit. maybe its about me. i could feel my face drop as i walk out of the room.
j- buddy whats up?
q- nothing
ja- bro we can all see it like tell us whats up!
q- really its nothing to do with you guys
k- then whats it about
q- does it matter?
j- yes, tell us
ja- seriously maybe we can help
q- its about y/n
j- do you want me to go talk to her?
q- i dont know bro i honestly thinks that she needs space
g- i saw her run up to your guy's room
ja- let josh talk to her if anything its his sister i think that she will open up to him
q- well i would like her to be able to trust me so maybe i should go first but if i dont get anything then you could talk to her josh.
j- alright, go get ur girl!
q- shut up josh
i start to walk upstairs. i dont know if she wants space or if she needs someone to talk to, but i guess ill find out!
y/n's pov:
i snap out of it when quinton moves his arm i guess that they are all gone except for him i run past the boys and i see griff in the hallway when i run into my room. he is probably gonna knock on my door and ask me whats up because its griffin. and like i thought i hear a knock on my door. "go away griffin" i dont want to talk to anyone right now.
honestly i just want to cut. i hear griff say "y/n are you okay!" and all i can think to say is "yes griff just go away im not in the mood to talk right now"
⚠️very slight self harm⚠️
i walk in the bathroom and look for my razor. i cant find it anywhere, but after tons of searching i found quinton's. i take it apart and just when i pick up the blade. i call dixie. it goes to voicemail. so i continue. as i make the first cut quinton comes through the bathroom door. of course my dumbass forgot to lock the door. i was crying and i look up and see tears in his eyes. he comes and sits on the floor with me and takes the blade away.
⚠️end if trigger warning⚠️
i look into his eyes and i just cry more. i put my head in his lap and start to sob. i can see tears go down his face and it made me more mad at myself. i take my thumb and wipe his tears but they continue to fall. i sit back up and lean in. we start to makeout but i pull away before anything else happens. we just stare into each others eyes and watch tear fall from our eyes.
a few minutes pass and we stand up and walk into the bedroom. i sit on the bed and just think about where i would be without quinton. without josh. honestly without sway. i dont know where i would be but i wouldnt feel loved like i do now. i love my parents and i always have but im not sure if i miss them. i was only close to josh and now sway is the way. sway is my family. i love that they make me feel like a better person. i always wanted to be more and i always felt that there was many parts of my heart just missing and at sway i think i found them. thanks to quinton, josh, jaden, griffin, anthony, and kio!
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Fanfiction{discontinued} y/n richards is josh's little sister, her parents say it is best for her to move in with josh and his friends. why is that? what happens when josh finds out about why you are moving in with him? what happens when all of josh's friends...
