the mind of a teenager.

surprise.

at 2:24am 19/06/20 i made the best decision of my life. i decided to go for walk. i haven't been on a night walk in ages. so i decided to. i grabbed me earphones and crept out of my house. running to the wooded area down the street. i'm familiar with the area to a certain extent until i got lost. i started panicking but i told myself i knew the way back. when i turned around to start walking i had indeed realised i was lost. i soon started to breathe heavily and cry. i was lost and scared. but as i hugged my knees i heard a voice. it felt familiar. but i could not look up i was scared. i wanted to go back home. i felt myself being pulled in for a hug. it felt nice. a stranger hugged me. anyone would be scared but it felt as though i knew this so called stranger. as i sat there for a couple of minutes i decided to look up. oh how i recognised that hair. low and behold there she was. the person i had been searching for. the girl i always meet when i need her the most. moon. i did what any normal person would do. i cried harder. it was weird seeing myself 17. her hair was the way i want my hair currently. short with blue streaks. the only visible change on her was her weight she was really slim. like a lot. although i know she is like my inner conscience . i still was sad she had lost a lot of weight. her eyes still the same turquoise colour they've always been. we sat looking at each other for a while before we started talking like she had never left. she apologised for leaving. of course i forgave her . and we talked. moon directed me home. of course i sprinted home. i could not help it i was excited. she then sat with me in my kitchen whilst i got a glass of juice. we talked until she fell asleep in the corner with all the blankies and teddies. it was always her favourite spot. when she "sleeps" she disappears. i don't mind. at least i have my moon back. and she has her star. i hope she doesn't leave again. i feel my life already getting better with her here. i can still feel her with me. maybe she will save me from this english essay. love, your star and moon xo