i'm lost. so very lost. but i don't know how. i used to live by the saying " not all those who wander are lost ". but i cannot say that i do anymore. i'm so lost. i don't know what to do with my life. i try to study hard. but i feel overly tired after one page. i wish i could be like my friends; productive and loved. not even my mum can say with a straight face she loves me, she just laughs. i wish i could be help to my friends . but i am not strong enough. i wish i could try and keep a smile on every time i see my friends. but i am too weak. i can't stay awake for 5 hours without dozing off. i can't work for 3 minutes without getting agitated. i can't concentrate. i am lost. lost in the world. lost in my head. lost in life. i just don't know what to do anymore. i hope some day i'll be stronger. i hope some day i could make my mum proud of me. i hope some day i can find love . i hope some day i can find my way. i have lost my way. i need to find it . please let me find it . without it i cannot be free. please let me be free . like a butterfly...
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the mind of a teenager.
Randomwhat more to say then feelings. i have no filter when it comes to my feelings so i decided why not write them because i like writing. sometimes i may go too far so TW
