fear. stress. sadness. the feelings i am feeling right now. fear for what is going to happen when my friend leaves dance. stress for the RUAE paper in english. sadness that i feel everyday. i do not know why i feel this way. i just do. i can't help it. i have tried to be "happier". i smile when i have to. i laugh when it is needed. yet i still can't change my feelings. the overwhelming feeling of sorrow. "do it you won't" i know i wont but want to. i know what i need to do. but i cant. " do it you must" i know i must. it is what i need to do to be free. like a butterfly.
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the mind of a teenager.
Randomwhat more to say then feelings. i have no filter when it comes to my feelings so i decided why not write them because i like writing. sometimes i may go too far so TW