haikyuu x reader

❥Sugawara Koshi

❥title: she's not okay
❥story: angst/fluff
❥warnings: small trigger??? No?

[Im gonna finish a few drafts before I post a new one *peace sign*]

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"Oh her? Yeah, she's smiling. So she's probably alright."

"She gets good grades,"

"She's rich,"

"She's good looking."

"She's perfect."

"But she isn't okay."

Sugawara had just finished his morning activities along with his other teammates, a few sweat drops were still visible onto his porcelain face along with small pants of air were still heard - Considering he was just about done with his practices.

He was an average student and athlete, good grades, good reputation, good manners, good personality - he's overall a good person, not to mention his passion of caring for others, were admirable to some of the few.

Needless to say he was someone you could closely call 'perfect.' though the male himself didn't really believe what that word means or how people use it around others. He was the person who's opinion stayed hidden even though it was actually pretty logical, but in this case. Sugawara believed that the most perfect is the most unfortunate.

"Ah! Sorry," his thoughts stopped after bumping one of his shoulders with someone else, shooting them an apologetic smile which they returned with just a quick nod, walking away and continuing on with their day.

Sugawara hummed, realising it was her he bumped into. She was the school's 'queen', 'beauty', 'model', 'perfection'. Not only did did her looks of attraction got people's attention, her academic excellence were high, not to mention she was also one of the best female athele in Miyagi.

Though, instead of agreeing and approving of the statements that were going around about her. He did the opposite, he felt bad for her. He didn't know why he did considering the female had everything she could possibly wanted, but the moment he saw her eyes told him something different.

It wasn't shiny like the rest of eyes he had seen, it didn't have any some sort of life evident in them. It didn't look right no'r did it look wrong, but it didn't look okay.

So, he would follow her from time to time. Not as a stalker or anything strange like that, he just wanted to see on what has been bothering him about her for so long.

The setter had met her in his 1st years, as cliché as it sounds he was kind of just roaming around and saw a decent amount of boys along with a few girls fawning and squealing over her presence - naming the female the 'new student hottie' by some of them.

Though no matter what responses, replies about her being alright and all those. He had never believed a word in it, he had already seen something different.

She wasn't okay.

She wasn't alright.

She wasn't fine.

And she still isn't.

Sugawara noticed every little actions that the female had done, seeing as she fidgets and couldn't stay still whenever she waited for whatever she had to wait for - either for someone or for something - , she looked as she was always anxious despite nothing happening around her.