BTS×Reader ~ Imagine you are the 8th Member of BTS

Judgement

{Deep breaths, Deep breaths. It's going to be okay, you're going to be fine. Just move!} You willed your body to move, your feet cementing themselves to the floor as you stared at the dark oak door that seemed to loom over you, its presence seemed menacing in your glowing Y/E/C eyes

Fin: Hey! it's going to be okay, I've got you

Fin linked his fingers between yours, his bigger hand engulfing yours in warmth. His voice soothing on the ears.

Namjoon: we all are.. well we almost all are.. they are. You know..

You knew the leader of your group was trying to help calm you in the situation. 

You knew he was trying to tell you they all had your back even if they weren't all there in person. Ofcourse that was not by choice. All seven of the boys wanted to be here and god damn would have if the company hadn't told them other wise. Something about "drawing too much attention" and that the company didn't need any more bad press especially being it only in the first year of your debut.

So no today you had your brother, Namjoon, Jimin and Jungkook. Jungkook had to take the stand and explain everything he had went through. Jimin for being the one to smack him over the head and Namjoon because he wouldn't leave your side.

Your stomach churned uncomfortably the food Jin had force fed you this morning sat unsettled on the top of bile that burnt your throat. It was his way of showing he cared.

Taehyung had to be held back from sneaking into the back of the car by Yoongi who had slipped you a piece of paper that still sat unopened in the pocket of your dark grey cardigan that hid your frame beneath it

Hoseok had squeezed you to death, he wanted to be there the most. He had known what you'd been hiding, had promised not to say anything and had blamed himself for that promise being the cause of the unfortunate outcome. Ofcourse you'd tried for days to convince him other wise. But you knew each time you'd woken up from a nightmare another seed of guilt bloomed inside of him.

So you'd made him make a new promise last night after everyone had fallen asleep, feet sore from dancing for hours. "Promise me that you'll always be my hope, my sunshine. Nothing else matters" you'd sat on the roof top together watching the sky as the lights below hid the stars.

It wasn't until he pulled away that you faintly heard him whisper "Promise" before you left the dorm.

You took one last breath before you pushed your palm against the wooden door the creak of the hinges being the only thing you could hear the murmur of the building crowd within a blur to your ears.

Fin led you carefully through the crowd to the front row, the lawyer that the company had hired already sitting at the offence table, papers lining the length of it neatly.

Lawyer: good morning Miss. Boys

The elder nodded as he motioned for the five of you to take a seat. He turned his chair towards the group so he could speak clearly.

Lawyer: Now I understand this may be hard but I just want to make sure again that you both will be okay taking the stand still. I need to know now before the trial starts.
He asked carefully looking between yourself and Jungkook who sat beside you, his small frame shaking visibly.

You grabbed the youngers hand squeezing it as a way of distracting both yours and his fear before answering

Y/N: Yes, we will be okay, right Kookie? We can do it yeah?

You tried to be as reassuring and confident sounding as you could as you looked at the face that screamed terror. You watched as his adams apple bobbed up and down as he swallowed thickly nodding his head slowly.