Unwillingly With You

Chapter - 24

Samaira

We were back to home everyone seems happy after that the engagement function.

But I can sense something off normally Riya doesn't leave room unless we both are ready but in morning she neither talk to me in room nor in car. I know she is hurt that I took his side but I didn't say anything intentionally to hurt her. I was now back in my room unpacking the bag. I decided to give her some time and will talk to her later.

It was evening time and I think it's right time to talk to her so I came out of my room and went towards hers. I knock once and went inside and there she was my sleeping panda. I would have shake the hell out of her but didn't and I'm sure if she was in my place she would have come running in jumping on my bed like monkey. I closed the door not wanting to wake her up.

I walked downstairs in living room where Uncle and Aunty were having evening tea. I smiled at them and sat on the sofa crossing my legs and started the movie which was Chhichhore. While watching the movie I was totally engrossed in it that I forgot my surrounding. I took my knees up near my chest and lean to my left on the sofa for support. The movie is so motivational and there was so much to learn from it and yes I realized my mistake too - my decision about my taking my own life it was so wrong but last night it felt so right. Just then I realized what would have happened if Jai didn't save me ? Even thinking of it made me shiver up and top of it I couldn't believe that Sushant Singh Rajput the same actor who taught us about how to deal with depression and suicidal thoughts in this film he himself didn't applied it in his own life. Even though we still don't know the real reasons but that must be so deep. Now I was a crying mess and I don't why I guess all the low feelings about myself were coming out of me. I wiped my tears and sat straight with crossed legs but still a tear managed to run through my eyes but it didn't reached till the end of my cheek because it was wiped by a thumb. I turned around and there was the saviour of that tear.

"Why you have to cry so much ha?" He whispered in low voice and trust me even though I was blinded by my tears I didn't hear what did he just said but I too couldn't help but just stare at this human creature who was sitting just infront of me.

"What ?" I asked him but he didn't say anything. I blink repeatedly to un-blur my view.

"Jai ?" I asked him again still a big question mark on my face. I wiped my face still thinking hard what he said and why he is acting like statue saying nothing just staring.

"Hey !" I snapped my fingers infront of him why does he gets so lost in his reverie every time or did he just lost in my eyes? I blush a little at that thought.

'Idk about him but yeah you really lost your own mind by cooking nonsense recipes.' my mind mocked me but my heart ignored it proudly just like me.

Then I realised that Uncle and Aunty were watching the movie too won't it be awkward if they saw him and I as in us together like this. I quickly looked back at the sofa where they were sitting before but to my fortune no one was there in room except us.

"They went up to rest just after you came." I heard Jai answering my unasked question.

"Oh-Okaay." was all I said. So he knew when they left so does that mean he was here with us too the whole time? But I didn't notice anyways.

"Are you okay ?" He ask scanning my face.

"Huh ? Yes !" With that I stood up. "Umm I think I should go for rest bye see you at dinning table." I said and started walking.

"You are saying as if we are going to meet after so many years when in reality we will see each other in just few hours." He laughed and stood up too towering over me his hands as usual in the pockets.