mmmm, it feels nice to crave food.
i ate so much shit last night. mostly cuz i was giving into the cravings, but also partially cuz i wanted to try to gain a bit more weight.
stimulants really do have an impact on my appetite. i go from loving food to loathing it. i've gotten a lil better at eating when i'm on my meds, but i'm still gradually losing weight.
schools breaks are my savior cuz i get to go longer without taking my meds. it allows for the food cravings to really come in.
i do experience hunger on my meds (especially at school leading up to lunch time), but my brain tells me that it's okay not to eat and usually discourages it. i feel full quickly after eating a few bites anyway. i can't tell you how many dinners i had where i literally took only 3-4 bites and said i had enough before quarantine.
i ate so much food last night that my stomach didn't digest a lot of it while i was asleep. idk if that's good or bad, but i've always taken that as i definitely ate a good amount of food the day before.
(10.12.20)
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