it's annoying to have to repeat my name constantly when i'm introducing myself to new people, and it's annoying to have to correct people. both i've had to deal with my whole life, but i don't think either of those would really lead me to disliking my name.
maybe it's all the bad memories associated with it.
i'm literally right about to turn 18, and it still feels uncomfortable hearing my name.
i wish my name was daisy. or jane. i really like both names. i think they fit me.
i definitely want to change my last name. i can't hear it without thinking about my dad. it's the only real tie i still have to him rn, sooo i can't wait until i can change that too lol.
i feel like it's too late for me to get a first name change :( like, obviously, it wouldn't happen any time soon. not until i'm out of college at least.
plus, ik that people would have a hard time getting used to it. it would suck that they'd most likely slip up often.
but everyone's like, "your name's so pretty!!" okay, but i don't like it. daisy and jane are also pretty names, but why is that a reason why i shouldn't want to change mine??
am i silly for wanting to change it??
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thighs are so NICE.
mine are so squishy and soft!! and i like how big they get when i sit down.
i say this cuz my thighs have never been this thick before in my life. a lot of my new weight gain has gone to my thighs rather than my stomach.
well, a lot of weight has gone to my stomach too. it used to sink in inwards (yeah, it was that bad).
anyway, i even use casey's thighs as pillows.
my stimulation deprivation makes me gravitate towards squishy things. mmmm, i love squishing objects. always have.
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ignore the horrible tan line from the 2 hours i spent hiking and my goosebumps from being cold.
