I Need You

12. Drunken Love

I sat in the couch waiting for him. One of the guards told me that Aaron bought this house after his dad died. The whole house is almost grey, white or black. It's always clean. There are maids to clean the house once in every hour. I went to his room. It looks clean, organized and more like him. It's past mid-night. I was about to go to my room and the front door opens. He comes in but he is drunk. Alcohol smell fills my nostrils. I have never seen him drinking before. He was about to fall and I run to him. He falls into my arms. His guards come forward to help me with him but I ask them to leave. He asked the guards to keep an eye on me when he is not around. 

I take him to his room. and put him on his bed. He pulls me with him. I fall on him. He opens his eyes and looks at me. "You look cute  in this dress" I blush at his words. He just keeps staring at me. He slowly moves forward. He doesn't give me chance to move. He holds me tight and meets my lips with his. The kiss slow but passionate. I always expected my first kiss from him but not in this state. He moves back and ruffles my hair. I put him to the bed and was about to leave the room "Don't leave me Mia. I need you. I love you." 

I sit beside him and run my fingers through his hair. He shifts his position so that his head will be in my lap. I let him do that. I have missed him soo much. I missed his smile. I missed playing with his hair. I lean forward and kiss him on the forehead. He smiles and he sleeps. The dark circles on his fair skin are so clear. He might not have slept well all these days. 

I wake up in his room in the morning. He is in the same position as he was in the night. I slowly rest his head on the pillow beside me and get up from the bed making sure that he doesn't wake up. I head to my room. I brush my teeth and I took a shower. I processed my thoughts before stepping out of the shower. I go into his room to give him hangover medicine. He is still sleeping. I sit beside him. I hope that you will forget everything that happened last night. I run my fingers through his hair and head downstairs to prepare breakfast. This is the first time I am in his kitchen.

There is someone in the kitchen. "Excuse me" I say and that lady turns towards me. It is none other than Emma. A very bright smile is plastered on her face. She steps forward to give me a hug. I hug her back. "So happy to see you healthy." she says wiping her tears. I just smile. "Let me cook for today." I ask her and she says yes.

I prepared pancakes and scrambled eggs for Aaron. He always loved them so much. I haven't cooked in a while especially for him. Speak of the devil he comes to the kitchen to take milk and he is going to the living room. "Aaron" I call him catching my breath. I have been running behind him but he didn't notice me. The pain seeps through my body and it is making it difficult for me stand. He turns and looks at me. When he realizes that I am in pain he immediately comes to me and lifts me up. He takes me to my room and places me on the bed. "No running and shouting" he says with a firm voice and turns around.

"Aaron I made pancakes and scrambled eggs for you " I look at him trying to analyze his expression. It is always cold and callous. "I think I don't have time to eat now." he says but he doesn't move. "Mia please understand. You said you don't want me and I am trying to get away from you. But you being here is what I want now. Don't try to get yourself into trouble again. I can't lose you. I'll stay away from you as much as you want and be there for you when you need me." he says and leaves. "Eat and go. If you faint I can't carry you the way you carried me to my room" I shout making sure that he will listen. I can hear his soft chuckle from the hallway and I drift off to sleep.

All these all that I am doing is eating sleeping and sometimes going down and speaking to the maids and bodyguards about something or the other. They are getting along with me. They were scared that Aaron will fire them for talking to me. I them that there will be no problem to their jobs they talked to me with ease. This man is really a control freak. After waking up I went downstairs to get some thing to eat. I am starving to death. Last night I sat waiting for Aaron thinking that I can eat after he comes. Morning I didn't eat because I slept. My stomach is grumbling. Emma left to buy groceries. So there no one to cook for me. I go to fridge to find something to eat. Nothing but milk and some chocolates.