I Need You

15. I cry only for you

I slowly walk to my room. When I was passing by his room I hear glass shattering. I immediately run into his room. He didn't close the door. I run towards the place from where the sound is coming. He is in the bathroom hitting the mirror again and again. His knuckles are bleeding. " Aaron stop" I shout out so loud but he doesn't.

Blood is pooling beneath him. I go in between him and the mirror and push him back. For a second I thought that he will punch me in the face. He just falls onto the floor. He pulls his knees closer and put his head into them and starts crying. Everyone knows him as a ruthless and strong person. He is a strong person. He is the ruthless CEO of Summers group of companies. He is being perfect. He managing everything by himself. He may act tough but he is kind. And apart from all this , he is ruling this fucking world. His dad was the boss before him. After he died Aaron has to take that place. He is very different from his dad. He is quite opposite to his dad. That strong man who the world knows is sitting before me crying. He is crying for me. He is crying because of me.

I kneel before and pull his arms out. He looks up at me. I cup his face and wipe his tears and pull him out of the bathroom. I make him sit on the bed and opened his closet to get the first-aid-kit. I know his room pretty well. I come here everyday and clean it. I sit in his room thinking about him, steal some of his sweat shirts and hide them in my room and organize the things in his room. I told the maids to leave his room and my room to me. He is just staring at the floor. Blood is dripping down from his knuckles. I take his hand into mine to inspect his hand. Glass pieces are struck everywhere. I slowly take them out and clean the blood. Later I put a bandage around the injured area. I put everything in their place and sit beside him. The pain in his eyes is so evident. He looks so pale. I just take his another hand into mine and squeeze it.

He looks at me with the same eyes but they are glistening with tears. I pull him into a tight hug. He buries his head into the crook of my neck. He slowly pulls away and looks into my eyes but he doesn't speak anything. "You can speak whatever you want to speak to me D" I say caressing his cheek with my thumb making sure fresh tears don't roll over his cheekbone. 

"I never cried from my childhood. Not for my sister, not for my dad or not for my best-friend. I was just sad when dad and Aiden died. The same with Emily. She has undergone a lot but I never cried for her. Tears welled up in my eyes but I never let them roll down my cheeks. You are the first person I cried for and you will be the last person I will cry for. When you were 3 you fell down while playing in the garden. Your head hit the rock and you started bleeding. Blood pooled against you. That was the first time I cried. I didn't stop crying till the doctor said you were ok. The day when you said that you don't want to marry me and you ran away I cried for the second time that day. I cried for days wishing that you will come back. I wished that you will say that everything is a dream. I woke up everyday hoping that day was just a bad dream and when I ask you to marry me in the real life you will say yes. I cried everyday. I came to your concert. I was so happy that day seeing your dad. I wanted to do everything for that smile on your face.On the day you were kidnapped , I couldn't get even a single clue. I tried every single way possible to reach you, but I had no clue. Not a even single clue. They left your phone on the ground before the restaurant. I felt so helpless and didn't know what to do. Then suddenly after 10 days after you went missing Emma texted me the address. That is how I found you. But when I came you were lying on the floor with all these bruises. I couldn't control my rage anymore. I killed each and every bastard over there except for Danny. I wanted to know the reason. So I locked him up in the basement. Later I thought that everything will be normal between us. But you rejected me again. You reject me again and again." he says these words with so much pain. 

He is holding up so much pain. He takes my hand into his and holds it tight. I skim in pain making sure that he doesn't notice it. But that doesn't last long. He notices my knuckles and he looks at me worried. He just drags me to the bathroom to clean the wound. I just keep staring at him. After coming into the room he makes me sit on the bed and he sits beside me. But he stays silent. "Take rest for sometime. I will wake you up after preparing lunch. I will cook for you today." I say looking into his green eyes. He nods in denial and says "There are many people who can cook. Stay here with me for some time". He just stays silent. "Let's watch a movie" I say looking at him.

He just smiles and turns the tv on. "Which one?" he asks looking at the tv. "You chose" I say wanting him to chose his favorite one.  I keep staring at the screen to see what he is going to chose everytime he stops a movie he looks at me. All those are horror movies. I told him to chose whatever he wants to but he looks at me for approval. Finally he chooses Quiet place. My heart stops when I read the description of the movie. I'm not fond of horror movies.

I lean on the head board and he sits beside me. All through the movie I have been clutching his shirt or burying my face in his chest. He chuckles whenever  I move. By the time the movie ends I buried my head completely in his chest. Even the sounds are scary. He just laughs at me. We are heading downstairs after finishing the movie. Stephen meets us on the first step. He says something that I can't hear and they both leave the house. I ate lunch with the other staff members. Neither Aaron nor Stephen showed up. So I went to his room to watch a movie.