I Need You

18. This is not going to work

I texted Aaron to ask if they can stay here for the night. They are drunk and I can't let them drive home. I can ask Stephen or Dylan to drive them home but it is late. Everyone already left and I am struck with these 4 drunk girls. They have very low tolerance for alcohol. I usually don't drink. He didn't reply me yet. So I text him again.
Can they sleep here....................???????

This time he gives me an immediate reply.
Aaron:  Who?

Mia:  Evelyn, Olivia, Claire and Suzy. They are drunk and almost asleep.

Aaron: OK. I'll send someone to help with them.

After few minutes his men come to help me with them. Can't he send women to help. Such an idiot he is. Though his men are good and descent I don't think my drunk friends will act in a good way. They may do the things they will regret in the morning. I go upstairs to my room. They four are in the two rooms downstairs. I changed into his sweatshirt and got into bed. All these medicines are making me a bit drowsy. I have never been a sleep person.

Emma wakes me up in the morning "He said he will see you in the training area. Go get up and get ready." she says and heads out of the room. I get up from the bed and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I pull my hair into a high pony and changed into black t shirt and black shorts.  I head to the training area. Dylan and Damon are not here. Today in the training area there are rubber silhouette and guns. "Choose one sweetheart" he says looking at me like I am his prey. The emotion in his eyes is very clear. He is trying so hard to control. 

I look at the guns before me. Each and every gun looks elegant. I don't think I can shoot bigger ones. So I move towards the smaller ones. One particular gun catches my eye. I turn to look at him. When he feels my eyes on him he looks at me. He follows my gaze but shakes his head in denial. It is looking small and cute. I sigh and make a pout. He chuckles behind me. His smile is very alluring.

"You can't range for far objects with that sweetheart. Choose a bigger one for now" he is just right behind me, very close. His breath on my neck is sending chills down my spine. He tucks a lose strand of my hair behind my ear. He reaches out a gun infront of me. The black metal is glistening and it is a bit larger than the previous one. "Use this. This is my one of my favorites. It's called Ruger Redhawk" he says handing me the gun. When his fingers brush mine it sends a tingling sensation down my body. What's wrong with me today.

He takes another gun from the table similar to the one in my hand and he shows my how to hold it, how to pull the trigger, the angle to hold and the way to shoot. I try to concentrate but I am not able to do that. He has occupied most of my thoughts and he never leaves them. 

He gestures me to shoot. I copy his posture and aim the gun at my target. I turn to look at him.  But he is not there. I look around the room to find him. I step back and collide with something hard. But I know what it is. He stands behind me. He is even closer now. He lifts my arms with his hands. He leans forward to load the gun. He is controlling my each and every move. He pulls my hand down to the trigger. He puts my finger on it and he places his finger on mine. He pulls the trigger.

The loud sound makes me flinch, but I fall back into him. He positions me and makes me shoot again. He makes me do it till the barrel is empty. I only thing that I hear now is the sound of his heart which is pounding behind me. I look at him over my shoulder. He is looking at the bruise on my neck. "This is because of me" he says in a low tone, guilt and worry evident in his tone.

He grazes it with his thumb while holding me tight with his other hand. A simple move like this can make me weak. I just stand still in his arms. He lowers his face my neck. His every move and his every breath is making me crazy. He starts kissing my neck. With one hand he holds me so that I don't fall and with the other he plays with the hem of my shirt. I tilt my head backwards to give him more access to my neck. 

A slight moan escapes my lips. He looks up for a moment. I just turn to face him. He seems confused with my gestures. He looks into my eyes. Everything I built up till now shattered into a thousand pieces. I thought I stopped myself from loving him, but I never stopped loving. He is the only one for me. I don't know if I can live with him but I can't live without him. Only he has this effect on me.  I cup his face with both my hands and lean closer. He gets out of my grip and steps back. 

"This is not happening. We are not happening Mia" he says and leaves the room. I don't know what he meant by that. He broke the walls I built around my heart to stop loving him. Now he is breaking my heart. I sink to the floor. Tears rolling down. Is this how he felt when I rejected him? I know I deserve this for hurting him. I lie on the floor crying for what feels like hours.

I sense someone holding me. I look up to see them. Olivia stands there with a worried expression. I don't think she heard everything. I  am sure the gun firing sound should have woke everyone but I wasn't expecting them here. "Come let's get inside" she says and pulls me up.

She takes me to my room and cleans my face with wet wipes. "How much did you hear?" I don't know why I asked that. She looks up at me "Well actually nothing. I met Aaron in the living room. He was looking so worried. So, I asked him if something happened between you two. He told me that you need help and asked me to get you back. And he told if you want to go home you can" is something really wrong with him. Is he scared about us. I don't what we are but I want us to be together no matter what.

"I am not leaving any soon" her eyes shine when I say these words. She always wanted me to be with him. They supported my every decision. We go downstairs to check on the others. They all are sitting at the counter. Emma is preparing food for them. We join them. They know me well. How hard I try to hide my emotions they get it in a swift. I didn't want them to get worried about me. But I have no choice but to tell them. Maybe they can help me with this.

"Actually I think it's better for you to meet Danny. Last time when we called Aaron to speak about the party and the surprise he was in a hurry. He told me that he is going to speak to Danny. Later when we saw him he greeted us with a half smile. I think something happened when he spoke to Danny. He must have told something to Aaron" Suzy says and looks at the others. They all nod in agreement. 

"Maybe he is worried that something will happen to you" says Claire
"Maybe he is feeling guilty and he is thinking that he is responsible for what happened to you" says Evelyn
"Maybe he doesn't want to involve you in whatever he is into" says Olivia.

"Baby doll he just loves you soo much that seeing you hurt infront of him and not being able to do anything about it is making him crazy. He loves you" everything they say make sense. If he thinks that he is going to put me in danger then he will try hard to push me away. He loves me. Yes he loves me.

"I will meet Danny and speak to him" I say and they all scream in happiness. "Easy girls. Keep your voices low. He will kill us" Emma shouts from the kitchen. We all laugh at each others words. I enjoyed their company so much. 

"Aaron said we can come here whenever we want to as long as you are here and as long as we don't bring some random boys here" Claire tells looking up from her phone. Later in the evening I asked Dylan to drive them home. Dylan takes Evelyn and Olivia home. Stephen drives Claire and Suzy back to the studio. Last night when the girls were being literally dragged into the house Claire was all over Stephen. I don't know if she remembers it but I am sure Stephen liked it. Stephen had been eyeing her from the time he came into the living room. I dodged him in the arm and gave him an assuring smile. He just smirks and goes to the driveway.

Claire comes running back to hug me. "Actually all his men are awesome. But this one is cute. I really feel like kissing him" she says pointing towards Stephen. I just laugh at her words. "He will like that" I say with a wicked smile and wink at her. She hugs me and waves goodbye to me. Suzy is waving at me from the car. I stand near the door till the car is out of sight. 

Aaron is standing behind. He just doesn't speak anything. I move aside to give him space to go out. After he is out of sight I head downstairs to the basement.