The Burning Desire

Chapter 37

Is Jordan in a relationship right now? So he has a girlfriend? Or maybe even a wife?

Is that his wife?

Nang gabing iyon ay nilagpasan ako ni Jordan at ng kasama niyang babae papasok sa Club na pinag ganapan ng birthday ni Kendall.

He actually looked very territorial towards the girl. They won't get too touchy if they are not an item right?

And didn't Kuya Scott told me that Jordan wasn't coming at Kendall's party?

This is too fucked up.

How can I introduce Xanley properly if he is in a relationship? I'm sure his girl won't take things lightly.

But... His girl kinda look nice so I don't really know.

Ang mga sumunod na araw pagkatapos ng gabing iyon ay nasa bahay lamang kami ni Xanley.

Xanley got a little bit mad because I didn't brought him at the party so he kind of has this trashy attitude around him for a day or two.

But good thing is that I won him over with a lot of toys. He also told me that he is bored at home even with the toys that I bought for him. So... I taught him how to swim at our pool.

Wala naman kasing swimming pool ang bahay namin sa New Jersey kaya hindi ko siya maturuan.

Xanley is literally spending all of his time swimming at the pool. Ang kaso nga lang ay pinagsabihan siya ni Daddy dahil baka magkaroon siya ng sakit kapag nagbabad masyado sa swimming pool.

Mabuti na lamang at sumunod siya agad sa utos ni Daddy na umahon na kaya hindi na ako nahirapan na sawayin ito.

"Mama, can we please get out of the house? I saw a mall on our television. Can we go there?" Nagulat ako ng biglang sumulpot sa aking harapan si Xanley habang mayroong dalang mga damit.

Inabot niya sa akin iyon na agad ko rin namang tinanggap upang makita.

"Hm... I don't know baby. Do you really want to get out of the house?"

I also feel guilty for not letting him out of the house. We are already here for a week and a half already at hindi ko pa siya nagagawang ipasyal kahit sa mall o park man lamang.

"Yes, mama." Tumango siya sa akin.

I sighed heavily. "Okay, I'll ask if someone can accompany us... or if your Tito's are available, okay?"

Pagkatapos noon ay ibinilin ko na siya sa isang babae na nag-aalaga sa kaniya.

Pinagsabihan ko rin si Xanley na huwag masyadong sungitan ang mga nag-aalaga sa kaniya. He is kind of a snob when it comes to his nanny which is wrong.

Medyo naaawa na nga din ako sa isa niyang nanny dahil bata pa ito at mukhang paiyak na dahil sa pagiging maldito niya.

Pinag-isipan ko kung tatawagan ko pa ba ang isa sa mga pinsan ko.

But...

I don't think any of my cousins can accompany us today. It is still working hours in their offices kaya baka busy ang mga iyon.

Ayoko naman na maka-istorbo sa mga kailangan nilang gawin ngayon.

Maybe Xanley and I can go alone? Siguro ay magsasama na lamang kami ng body guard para kahit pa-paano ay hindi mag-alala si Mommy at Daddy sa amin.

But I am worried about one thing... What if I suddenly bumped to Jordan? Or his friends? Or even maybe to his girlfriend?

Well, Xanley is some kind of mix, my features mixed with Jordan's kaya sa unang tingin ay hindi mo malalaman na siya ang tatay ng anak ko. But if you'll look longer then... you'll know.