a patchwork quilt of maybes and almosts ✓

living for

hi! has anyone found a cure for stupidity yet, and if so, can you please contact me, because i have a bad case of stupidity rn... :) here's your daily depressing poem. tysm for reading ilyyyy and if you are ever suicidal, call a hotline, because this world can't bear to lose another one of its children too early

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there is something

you will never

understand

about

sadness

until you've

experienced it

yourself

it's the

internal struggle

the ever-persisting

question

nagging at you

"what are you

living for?"

and the always

painful

answer of

"i don't

know

anymore."

but there is always

something

to explain

to justify

your cowardice

or your stupidity

family

friends

they would miss me

when really

it's because

you can't just

leave

someone holding

the bag

with them

knowing

that you are the

reason for it

maybe it is simply

ingrained

in me

or you

or whoever

but maybe that shows

your humanity

and maybe that proves

your worth

perhaps

you should stick it out

because

there will always be

pain

struggle

hurt

but there will always be

a light

somewhere

at the end of

a seemingly endless

tunnel

i want to

see

where i end

up

don't ruin

that chance

for yourself