a patchwork quilt of maybes and almosts ✓

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depressing poetry -- as promised :) if you can't tell i wrote this when i was angry and in tears so we love that...... thank you so so much to Bruhimkelly, Stressedflower4, sssunshine1, leolantsov, Vamprixussa for reading and voting on my last one!! i can't explain what y'all mean to me <3

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i am not

so much

like you

you cannot

know

what i would

do

or how i would

feel

because we

are not

the same person

and telling me

so

doesn't help

it doesn't help me

because we are so

far

from the same

you act like

insecurities

and pains

are silly

but i am

made up

of insecurities

my face is just

good

at hiding my pains

i can't

do this

anymore

work with me

please

because i don't want to

resent you

even though i already

do

i don't want to

hate you

because i love you

and you're

suffocating me

you've stepped on

my throat

and you haven't even

noticed

that i am in

pain

and i don't want

you to say you

understand

or to try to

just leave me

alone

you do not

know me

the way you think

you do

i am someone

else

i am somebody

that you have

never met

under my skin

and behind my eyes

we may share

blood

but we do not share

understanding

and until we do

don't tell me

who i am