Rager!

Chapter 1

I screamed as the blade sliced my chest, I whimpered, dropping my head again. I pulled my head up, I spit blood at them,
The demon said" Dammit, Bazzoth!" He sliced me again," Just wait until everyone knows you've shown your face. They'll be coming for a piece of you."
I mumbled" Yeah, sure... I'm not Bazzoth!"
" Yes, you are! No matter how much you've forgotten!" He punched me again... and again, I spit up blood then my head slumped forward. My eyes turned black and I looked up, I snarled at him,
" Let me go!"
" There he is!" He punched me again, then a girl walked in,
She said" Anything?"
" Mm, nothing yet." She licked my chest, I groaned,
" Tastes delicious! Maybe we should keep him to ourselves!"
" He has a bounty on his head."
" But he tasted amazing." She grabbed my chin, pressing her fingernails into my skin. I whimpered," We should have our fun! It's only been 3 days, let's keep him for a while."
" Fine."
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I was barely breathing, I flinched as a knife carefully sliced my neck, my eyes rolled back.

I woke up to someone shaking my shoulders, I screamed, as I saw three men. The one in front of me covered my mouth,
He said" It's okay, we're here to help you." I stared at him," I'm gonna move my hand, don't scream." He moved his hand, he started untying me, then I saw the other demons.
One laughed" Oh, look at this! Trying to steal our bounty, Winchester?"
" Bounty?" Then the other demons were next to me, the girl held my chin, I whimpered.
She said" You don't know who you're rescuing, Dean Winchester. I suggest leaving." She gripped my chin, I yelped, my eyes rolling back, she laughed," He's so vocal. Love it when he screams." She punched me in the stomach, I screamed in pain, my body trying to hurl forwards but restraint was all I could feel.
" Cas." The man in a trench coat killed the demons by placing his fingers on their foreheads, what? An angel?
The man, Dean said" All right, this is gonna hurt like hell." He lifted me up, I screamed in pain," Cas, heal him." The Cas, angel, put his fingers on my forehead, but nothing happened.
He said" I can't..."
" What?"
" I can't heal him."
" All right, let's get him to the motel room and figure all this out." The pain was too much, everything spun then I started falling." Whoa! Hey, stay with us!"

I woke up, I breathed heavily and tried to sit up, but couldn't. I was clean for the first time in ages, I turned my head and saw the two men and one angel.
The angel said" Bazzoth?"
I croaked" Jona-Jonathan."
" You don't remember, do you?"
" Some things."
The man, Dean said" Is he safe?" The angel, Cas, nodded, Dean undid the restraints, and helped me sit up, I whimpered in pain.
Cas said" Why can't I heal you?"
I mumbled" I don't know. Why'd you kill the demons?"
" Because they were slicing you open."
" I probably deserved it. They kept talking about me, screwing them over... I don't know what I did."
" Do you know you're a demon." I let eyes turn black,
" Of course. I just... I don't remember anything else..." I let them turn back to normal,
" What do you last remember?"
" Darkness. Pain. Suffering."
" Why did the demons take you?"
" I-I was walking around, and then I was jumped from behind."
" Yes, but why?"
" A bounty? Uh... like, I had a target on my head." I sighed," I don't understand, I want to go home. I want my mom, my dad, my siblings."
" Bazzoth..."
" Did I even have a mom, a dad, siblings? I don't..."
" Bazzoth!" I stopped, and looked at him," I can see if I can return some of your memories. But I don't know if you're stable enough to even hold such horrid memories."
" Horrid?"
" Yes, terrible, bloody. They'll come back slowly, and everything will start to make sense."
" Do it."
Dean said" Hold on, Bazzoth..."
" I have to remember... I have to know, I have no purpose if I don't know anything."
The other man said" How bad is this gonna get, Cas?"
Cas said" If I'm correct, Sam, this will be very catastrophic... for him."
" Bazzoth, are you sure you wanna do this?" I nodded my head, looking at Cas,
" Lay back." I laid down, he laid his hand on my forehead, my eyes turned black, as memories flooded into my brain. Everything went black.

Lucifer said" Bazzoth. That's your name now. No more Jonathan." I whimpered, staring at him," Don't be afraid, my little demon. You've got nothing to fear from me." He caressed the side of my face," How could such a cruel family give you up just for the deal of best crops for centuries? Their own child. Such cruel people. But that's how humans are, daddy's toys, ugh."

I gasped as I woke up, breathing heavily, I gagged, I scrambled off the bed and into a bathroom, I puked violently.
I heard Dean say" Whoa! He's awake, Cas." I slumped against the toilet, Dean pulled me up by my under arms. He dragged me back into the room, I whimpered,
Cas said" Bazzoth?"
I mumbled" They sold me. They sold me. They sold me. They sold me? They sold me? They sold me! They sold me! They sold me!"
I heard Sam say" What's happening to him? Did you break him?"
Cas said" No, but his memories might. Bazzoth! Bazzoth!" I couldn't snap out of it,
Dean screamed" Jonathan!" I snapped out of it, breathing heavily, I looked at them, tears slid down my face.
I said" They gave me up. They sold my soul."
Sam said" What? Who?"
" My family. For better crop."
" How long was that ago?"
" I-I don't... I don't know. I'm tired."
" Can you even feel tired? You're a demon."
Cas said" He was... an experiment, the demon powers, but the emotions, the hunger, the attitude of a human. Lucifer wanted to keep him intact, innocent."
" Lucifer?"
" But Bazzoth felt too much, and no one liked it. He reigned before Lilith. Under Lucifer's command."
" He was controlled by Lucifer?"
" He was too sensitive, and then he was pushed into things he never would have done on his own. Lucifer punished him, he can't heal like most demons can, and he can't be healed by angelic grace."
Dean said" So you're saying he's more human than demon?"
" I'm saying, there's no telling what Bazzoth is anymore."
I said" I don't..." I whimpered then passed out.