𝙰𝙴𝙸𝙿𝙰𝚃𝙷𝚈.
𝚂𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚎𝚛 𝙺𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚗. 😈
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"Shut the fuck up!" i sent another slap to her face.
"You have to learn to speak when spoken to." i looked her in her eyes seeing fear.
"Konani im sorry. You know — you know I love you."
She licked the blood off of her lip and nodded.
"You can get out my face now." i waved her off.
"Fock you." she mumbled.
I raised my eyebrow.
"I'm about to beat your ass."
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"I hit her a couple times..." i said to my therapist.
Konani suggested it. Lol.
"Your knuckles are bruised and bloody." she pointed.
I nodded.
"Mhm. Why'd you do it? Do the voices in your head tell you to? You don't have schizophrenia or any other mental illnesses. Why hurt her?" she inquired.
"The only voice in my head is my voice, and my voice be telling me that she's annoying as fuck. She doesn't do anything my way. She doesn't— what the fuck?" i gripped my stomach.
An unknown pain ripped through my core — something i've never felt before.
"I don't feel good. I'm leaving."
I got up quickly and pushed my body out of the door.
I felt dizzy — drunk even as I pulled out of the parking lot.
Since my apartment was close, it didn't take long for me arrive.
I slammed my car door shut; staggering into my space I held onto my stomach as pain shot through it again.
"Konani!"
She limped in the living-room with a confused expression, her hair was tied up and she gripped her ribs. She looked like she was in pain — major pain.
A headache formed and I get out a groan. "You did something to that juice."
She smiled, but not out of happiness, it was a sinister smile.
I collapsed on the carpet feeling my hands shake.
"Konani!"
"Sinceer." she replied lowly.
"Konani help me." i lowered my voice.
Her arms went wild, hitting me left and right. She whimpered a couple times due to her being in pain as well.
Pausing to pick up a bat she looked at me with her bottom lip trembling. "I'm so sorry." she squeaked
out.
She swung and hit me with the bat, I blacked out.
The words I heard afterwards surprised me, "I'll call an ambulance." her sniffles faded as my eyes closed slowly.
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𝙺𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚗𝚒 𝙸𝚕𝚢𝚛𝚊𝚊. 🧚🏼
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"Thank you mommy." i hung up the phone.
Taking one last look at the luxuriated apartment, I let out a huff.
As my lungs retracted my rib cage felt as if it was falling apart.
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i'm tryna increase my vocabulary. i'm tied of using the same focking words.
ima continue this chapter, i haven't been feeling good lately.
