What did you think when you 1st saw me

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I often wondered what it was that Henry first saw when he saw me. 

What thoughts were going through his mind.

 Cause I am not society's version of beautiful. I dont have abs, am not toned, I dont have perfect skin, I am not the girliest of girls.

Instead, I have weight, I got curves, I have thighs so when I sit my legs touch. I have oily skin, I have a gut. and I like to get down and dirty not caring that I'm covered in dirt, or that something is too messy.

I've had people when they first see me made a disgusted face and walk away. and I've had and seen people roll their eyes at my form of fashion.

 I dont do high heels or name brand. I do baggy tops, sweatpants, and tennis shoes. I would wear a dress and wedges but not heels casue I value not only my ankles but my feet as well.

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When I first met Henry I was in such awe. I mean he is a very beautiful human and I was able to be graced with his presents. 

I never knew or thought he'd give me the time of day. 

Not that I am implying he's an asshole or anything. 

It's just normal people as beautiful as Henry, want to go and be with beautiful women.

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I stood there debating on how to ask Henry the question I have often wanting to know the answer to but never asked in the whole years of us being together. I just put it in the back of my mind and enjoyed being with him.

"What's on that beautiful mind of yours?" 

I looked up and smiled when I saw Henry standing before me smiling as well.

"What did you think of me when you first saw me? And please be honest, don't hide anything. I want to know your actual thought, no sugar coating" I tell him

He stopped smiling and walked closer to me.

"Why are you asking?" he asked

"Well, I've always wanted to know but never asked before casue I was too busy enjoying my time with you to really worry about it. but then it came back and now I am curious " I replied

"Well, my first thought when I saw you and this is no lie. When I first laid eyes on you I was blown away. I mean I saw you and I took in every single bit of you and I was shocked that someone like you walked into my life." he says

"blown away huh?" I asked

He nodded his head

"Nothing about my figure or how I dressed?" I asked

"Nothing harsh" he replied

"So what did you think of my looks and figure?" I questioned

"You dress not to impress but to suit yourself how you like. your figure was one that if I ever got you I wouldn't be able to take my hands off you due to wanting to hold you and touch you all the time. I didn't and still dont care that you have curves, that you're not small and not thick that your right in between."

I wrapped my arms around him and pecked his lips.

"I was taught to never love a woman based on her looks casue that will change, to love her for her casue if she is a beautiful person on the inside the outside doesn't matter. casue the inside will never change. and when I saw you I knew that you were a beautiful person and I longed to have you" he says

I teared up getting emotional from what he was saying. 

He wiped the tears from my eyes and smiled before leaning down a little and kissed me.

I was happy to know that his first thought was nothing bad or of disgust.

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