Sinner (Completed)

21.

Giselle

Pulling up to Abir's house, we continued to sit in silence like we'd did the entire ride here. My nerves were all over the place and honestly, I just wanted to apologize and move on from this night all together.

I didn't mean to believe people over him, I was just having a moment, a week long moment that should've never happened.

"Are you ready to talk?" I spoke barely above a whisper as he smoked his blunt, leaned all the way back in his seat.

He continued to say nothing to me as he turned his car off before taking his keys out of the ignition and giving them to me.

I knew that meant he wanted to finish smoking first before we actually talked so I took the keys and made my way into the house.

When I did, the house was completely quiet and I knew no one was home which made me a bit nervous because this time I really was in here alone.

Quickly making my way upstairs, I walked into his room and closed the door behind me. I then sat down onto his bed and got my thoughts and words together, pushing all of tonight's drama out of my mind.

I needed him to know that I was sorry and that I'd never choose people over him. It was just the evidence was right there and I was so on edge about the video, I figured if there was a recent picture with this girl, that must've meant he was with her.

But no, Kayla and Asia and all of her weird ass friends set it up.

Rolling my eyes hard, I began to look around me and analyzed his room. I noticed that I'd had a pair of heels here that I left the last time from the party he'd caught me at.

I couldn't help but to smile seeing my old patterns began to present themselves.

I still love him. I thought to myself, beginning to regret everything even more.

I'd obviously lost sight of what I'd originally came home to do and that was to mend our relationship, not hang with a bunch of girls that bashed him and continued to break us apart.

"My god." I said to myself as I put my head into my hands, feeling my emotions beginning to take over.

I was making some dumb decisions right about now.

Breaking me away from my thoughts and tears, I heard the room door abruptly open and I looked up at Abir as he came walking in with low eyes. When he did, I watched as he locked the door before I instantly broke down to him.

"I'm so sorry." I went on, telling him.

"I'm sorry for not believing you and listening to other people over you. I should've believed you, Abir."

"I let people get into my head about you, when you and everybody else told me that I shouldn't." I continued on with wet eyes as I looked up at him.

He stood there quietly, obviously not even listening to me as he licked his lips and pulled his hoodie off over his head.

"I know that you don't want to hear this because once again, I chose other people over you but if you just listen to me now. I can explain everything." I went on talking, watching as he now removed his pants and then his briefs.

My eyes went wide as his gigantic Piece stood up straight, hard as a rock and I was confused because I definitely wasn't expecting this.

"You don't want to talk first?" I asked him and he stood there in all of his glory.

Still saying nothing to me, he walked over to me and began kissing me as he roughly removed articles of my clothes.

And though I didn't know why any of this was happening, I was happy that it was. I'd wanted this for a long time.

Ever since I'd first gotten back.

Standing to my feet to get all of my clothes off, he continued kissing me as he tightly grabbed my waist and pushed us back on the bed.

Before I could even say anything, he was on top of me and using his fingers to rub against my pearl.

"Mm." I moaned, feeling chills through my body before he stopped completely and began to rub himself against me.

"Slow, okay? It's been three-" I started but stopped, gasping loudly once he roughly pushed himself into me.

"Ow." I complained, looking up into his eyes as he looked down into mine with a stern look on his face.

"Ow!" I screamed as he put all of his weight on me, trying to get his large Piece inside of me.

"I said take it slow, Abir." I cried out as he continued pushing himself into me with force and I breathed out heavily, looking up at the ceiling.

"Shut the fuck up." He mumbled, feeling himself now as I ripped my eyes away from the ceiling, putting them back onto him once the pain turned into pleasure.

Getting a good pace going, I moaned out softly as I laid there on cloud 9. I was still not sure why this was happening right now but I no longer questioned it because I didn't want it to stop.

"Shit, G." He groaned in my ear while he bent down, letting me moan into his.

"Don't stop." I begged as he picked up his pace now, fucking me hard into the mattress as the bed springs and the headboard rang out loudly.

"Don't stop, Abir." I continued begging as I looked up at the ceiling, taking everything that he was giving.

"I'm not." He spoke sternly, looking into my eyes before we both closed them shut from the pleasure we were receiving.

"Damn. Yo' pussy feel so good." He groaned, going harder now as my soft moans quickly turned into screams and he quickly grabbed a pillow.

"Bite that shit." He spat, picking up his pace even more now as I screamed into the pillow, feeling myself about to reach my peak.

"I'm cumming, Abir! I'm cumming!"

"Cum." He spoke sternly as I felt myself releasing all over his Piece, screaming into the pillow while I did.

Soon after I felt him doing the same as he released himself and waves of emotions washed over me as I laid there with my face still in the pillow, almost in tears.

"I love you, Abir." I ended up saying as he pulled out of me and stood to his feet.

Slowly removing the pillow from my face, he looked down at me as he stood at the edge of the bed.

"I love yo' ass too, G." He shook his head, making my heart skip a beat as I looked up to him in complete shock.

He still loved me.

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