She was innocent and I had damaged her far beyond anything Damian could do to her. He was the son of the Satan; of course he would be sinister but I was a "product of her Father" as she liked to put it. I had the ability to choose and I chose to hurt her. She would never say that but I knew it. The last time she heard of he and I together she apologized that the arch angels hadn't reached me before Damian the day of my murder. She said I would find my light someday and when I did, she could have her soul mate-Damian-to herself and help him to change his ways.