Chapter 12

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A/N
You're probably wondering who Jude's crush is

Well at first I wanted it to be Dimitri but then I settled on Aisha because 1)I'm gonna make Dimitri and Hawk(Eli)get together when I write the season 4 stuff and 2)I dunno man I like Aisha she's a cool character

So yeah Jude's crush is Aisha

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Let's start the chapter!

Jude's pov
I sighed as I strummed and tuned my guitar,I couldn't stop thinking about her:Aisha...I'm making a song for her and I'm going to sing it to her and admit my feelings to her.I was in the music room writing down notes on a piece of paper,I wanted to write the music first before making the lyrics."Jude?are you in here?"I heard Aisha say,I blushed and widened my eyes."u-uh yeah I'm in here!"I replied,she walked in the room.she was gorgeous as usual,"what are you doing in here Jude?"she asked as she sat beside me."oh I'm just trying to make a new song for my band."I replied,trying to act casual even though deep down inside I was freaking out."cool,can I hear it?"she asked,i gulped.i looked at the paper,then at her.she gently smiled,"shit...ok Jude you got this,just make something up!"I thought."s-sure!"I stuttered,I cleared my throat and strummed my guitar.

I know we'll never grow old together
Cause you'll never grow old to me
You're the pink in my cheeks
And I'm scared cause that means I'm a little bit soft

But don't beat yourself up, Aisha

It wasn't just the sun that I was hiding from

We were messed up kids who taught ourselves how to live

And I'm still scared that I'm not good enough

I've always felt like a monster
Long before I was big

But only seen as a monster
Let's just say I'm used to it

And I grew tough cause love it only hurt me back

But loving you is a good problem to have

And I'm used to that
But I could get used to this

Yeah, I'm used to that
But I could get used to this

And I know we'll never grow old together
Cause you'll never grow old to me
You're the pink in my cheeks
And I love that it means I'm a little bit soft
You're the pink in my cheeks

And I love, that it means
I'm a little bit soft

I stopped playing my guitar and I stopped singing,I looked at Aisha and she was blushing.tears were starting to form in her eyes,"oh geez are you-"she cut me off."I'm fine I'm fine."she sniffed,wiping her tears from under her glasses."that was the most beautiful song in the world."she said,"and you wrote that all for me?"she asked."Yeah,I did.i love you Aisha,I always have.i was just...I was just too fucking scared to tell you ya know?i was afraid that you'd reject me,or tell the whole school,or-"she then kissed me,I widened my eyes.i then kissed her back,wrapping my arms around her waist.we then pulled away to breath,"maybe we should go on a date."she suggested.i smiled,"that's a great idea."i said.

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