(Mattheo X Reader)It is with your touch, I heal

Chapter 11:

Mattheo's POV

It was now 6:50 and breakfast started to be served at 7:20, i almost didn't want to wake her up in 10 minutes, she looked so peaceful, and she was even smiling in her sleep, after what happened to her I didn't expect her to be smiling, not that I'm complaining her smile was like a light in the dark, brightening up my world.

I felt her arm wrap tighter around my waist and I felt so happy she was here with me despite the reason that she was. She was mine and I intend to keep it so.

I wonder what she is dreaming about that's making her smile, I move my left hand that was rested on her waist up to her cheek, placing two of my fingers on her temple. I mutter a spell and go into her dreams.

It as though I'm seeing her dream through third perspective. I see her running through a field of ready to pick wheat, "you can't catch me" she yells laughing and looking behind her, I go to look behind her and see me running after her, I look back to her then see myself aparate in front of her and pick her up fireman style spinning her around while she screams with laughter, the both of us smiling.

I pull out of the dream feeling the biggest grin on my face, I look to the clock and see that it's 7am, I move a piece of hair that has fallen across her face "time to wake up sleeping beauty" I whisper as her eyes flutter open to loon up at me.

"Is it already time?" She asked rubbing her eyes, "yeah". "I don't want to go back to my dorm yet, can I just use your shower and borrow some clothes?" She asks, eyes wandering my face for an answer "of course you can, anything you need, just ask" I answer kissing her forehead lightly, she smiles up at me in response and I take my right arm off of her so she can get up.

She lifts the covers and slides to the edge of my bed, dangling her feet of the edge, slowly she steps onto the floor, inhaling sharply as if she is in pain.

Y/N's POV

As soon as my feet hit the floor I felt a sharp pain surge through my body making me inhale sharply, my body still weak from what happened "you ok?" Mattheo asked from behind, i slightly nodded my head and watched Mattheo collect some clothes from his set of draws placing them into the bathroom, he walked out of the bathroom and I walked in. "just use the towel on top of the chair" he called out to me "ok, thank you" I responded and closed the door behind me.

I turned on the shower and stepped back out letting the water turn hot, I slipped of my clothes and looked into the mirror.

Your body is disgusting

Everyone hates you

No one wants you

Your body is disgusting

Everyone hates you

No one wants you

Cedric's words kept repeating in my head, a cold tear trickled down my cheek and I stepped away from the mirror. I opened the glass shower door, warm steam trailed out of it and I stepped inside.

I felt my hair get wet and feel heavy as it rested on my shoulders, the warm water consuming me, reminding me of Mattheo's calming touch, I used both hands trailing them over the top of my head to push my hair back behind me.

As my wrists reached the water I felt the sting of where the ropes around them had been, I looked to my ankles and as soon as I saw the bruised rope burn like marks I felt pain there too.

The burning pain, i tried to ignore it and grabbed the  coconut scented conditioner of the shelf in the shower, squeezing some onto my hands and rubbing it into my hair, i began washing it out, closing my eyes so I could fully drench my head in the water.