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chapter thirteen.

"She took him down like it was nothing!" Alex, Raven's fourth eldest brother exclaimed loudly, throwing his arms up in the air, impressed with how his younger sister had taken down a well trained bodyguard that was twice the size of my dear daughter and maybe twice the strongest as her but that was proven wrong. I did have a lot of faith settled into my first oldest daughter winning but she simply even surprised me with her moves as well. She showed me that I had underestimated her capacity's many times as she seemed to lower down her guards around Tyler and Ruby, only. She proved her point that she didn't need protecting from anyone.

But seeing my child again, all I wanted to do was protect her even if that meant going against her wishes.

I was feeling very concerned for her mostly, she shouldn't have been able to take him down so easily, like he was a small twitch that she would snap with her index and thumb finger. He was an old vampire guard but in human years he was only 25. Heat was supposedly positioned to protect Raven alone but it showed how weak he was in comparison to my daughter. I could see it in her body language that she was just playing around and that did make me wonder what more she was capable of.

It made me wonder so incredibly deep on how my twenty-one year old daughter was raised when she was separated away from... away from her home, away from me.

It made me wonder if she ever got the childhood we wanted to give her when he heard the news from my mate that she was having a baby girl. It made me disappointed in myself to see my daughter already become an adult when I was absent for her teenage years. It made me feel like a failure to know that I couldn't give her the love her first Dad could give her. I wanted to know what she liked, what she disliked, her hobbies, her occupation, what she did for fun with her two younger brothers. I wanted to know what made my daughter always smile at me and her father when we reached our home. She wasn't the same Raven that I used to baby, but I wanted to know the present Raven as well as well as the Raven I missed all them years back.

"Someone call a doctor for him." I flopped back into my leather office chair with a sigh leaving my lips as my eyes watched my older sons talk to each other about the fight that went down in less than a few minutes ago. It was late morning with the sun shining brightly through the huge windows as I closed my eyes in frustration. I twirled the glass of half full whiskey in between my hands while hearing the ice cubes softly hitting the glass because of the movement of the liquid moving all around

'I want meet my pups.' Able's rough voice instantly filled my head along with the suddenly whines that came with his request to see his pups once again. My lips outstretched down into a frown as the realisation of this situation suddenly came crashing down on me, full force. My pups don't remember me, they don't remember us, they don't remember the short lived memories that we created in this same exact house that we still lived in pain, but I can't blame them

It's obvious that I don't know what happened to them to the time we were separated but that doesn't mean that I wouldn't make an effort to bring their memories back to them. It doesn't bother me that it might take me years upon years for them to get their memories back, I will try again and again if it means that I can have my pups back in my arms safely. I don't know how I even survived without them three in my life, but I didn't enjoy how the family became so distance towards each other that we actually never sat down to eat dinner for the first two years before we started to at least fix our self for each other's sake. It was an unhealthy lifestyle that we lived with murder on our mind but we barely survived when me, Tristan and my mates daughter was born