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Chapter thirty four

My head took awhile to wrap around the new peice of information that the women named Ashley gave me

My hands slowly went limp to my sides as I stared at the twins shocked, confused, hurt, betrayed and anger for falling into whatever game they were planning to play with me "hmm..." I managed to mumble to myself, feeling ashamed and -maybe a little- disgusted with myself?

Blinking my eyes serval times, trying to figure out what i should do with myself in this situation

I quickly remove myself from Jayden's lap, shoved my money -for the food- on the table, before turning around and walking away just like that. What else was supposed to do?!

"Raven!" I heard Hayden call out to me-from behind- but I was already out of their site

'Why did I fall into their little game!' my hands clenched into tight fist as I marched out off the mall. Anger being the main emotion that ran through my vines

'I never had this much fun going on a date before, I even enjoyed this date, I never had this much fun in my life, not even with him' I scoffed at my previous words, already regretting them

I feel like I should have let them explain them self but anger just took over me and I left, not the best choice but anyways 'Ben's coming in a few minutes' Skylar information before retruing to the back of my mind

I sighed feeling all the difference emotions my spirts felt right now, hurt and sadness being the main expect from Anna and Cleo's who were beyond pissed, out ragged

Their aura deadly as fuck and I'm sure I was giving of the same dangerous aura

Their anger was on a whole different level compared to mine 'Aish don't cry now, wipe those tears they aren't deserved it pluse we don't know them that well to actually start liking them now' Cleo ranted aggressively but tried maintaining my inner best from releasing

I sniffed, not realise I was crying until she mentioned it. I lifted my hands up before quickly whipping away the tears away from my face

She's right I don't know them that well so I shouldn't haven't been to attached to them, but I was slowly letting them..... I shook my head clearing all the thoughts away before crossing a street and mingling with a big crowd

My head was lowered to the ground as I walked passed people -all of them moving away from me because of my indifferent aura- thoughts running through my head like they were slowly drowning me in, pulling me down and trying to suffocate me

Letting me drown in their negative words 'Kitten...?' I head Jayden's concerned filled voice threw my links making me scoff at myself

I didn't bother saying anything, what was there to say? Nothing. I sighed blocking my links, only allowing Ash, Zach Ben, Xander and Bella to communicate to me threw my private links

'Venn-' Zach's bored like voice spoke through my head but stopped as soon as it came 'What's going on?' He immediately senced something was off with me and my spirts 'Venna?' He asked again but more alerted

I sighed continuing to walk 'nothing, what's up? Why did you mindlink me, is something wrong? Are you hurt? Ah is Ash hurt?!' I ranted

'I mindlinked you to tell you that I'II be discharged tomorrow morning, nothings wrong, I'm not hurt neither is Ash' I manged to mutter up a faint smile before it was gone 'now, tell me what's wrongs? Who hurt my older sister ? Why are your spirts giving of such a dangerous vibe?' My bottom lip wavered but I didn't let myself cry

Why would I let myself cry? Why was I even hurt by them? This was just a friendly date nothing more nothing less... right? Right!

'Ah what are you talking about, no one can hurt me!' I manged to fake a happy voice 'oh and you now how my spirts are, they always give that type of vibe' I went quite when I felt another person enter our link