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chapter three.

My eyes were quick to flutter open as a pain shot through my what I thought were crushed ribs causing me to want to curl up into myself but instead with my eyes I hastily stared dreadfully up at the rotten chipped ceiling of the room that I have stayed in ever since I had escaped that place with my two siblings. The white paint was slowly starting to crumble down from the roof from many places but I didn't have it in me to care to fix it back because sooner or later I'm going to get my brothers out of here and give them a life they truly deserved rather than what they got but before that I need to work twice the hardest for this dream of mine to come alive

Mornings like this got me thinking about the hard times that I had managed to somehow survive before coming out and facing this point in my life. The point where I got some peace with my two brothers but small drama still revolves around our life, but that's just how life was build to be. I only ever got like twenty minutes of peace to myself before something terrible happens that causes me to be knocked off my feet but I never let it show on my face

It's too dangerous to show any signs of feeling vulnerable inside, it's too difficult for me to show any signs of fear when it comes to indifferent things. I have been taught not to show any emotion on my face when I was young so that takes a troll on my life but that also doesn't stop me from showing how much I love my brothers and would gladly take my life for them even though they can be annoying sometimes

The bright rays of the beaming sun reached my sore eyesight. Shinning itself brightly down on my sore face as I could alright feel my face heat up from the heat that it was being exposed to. Terrible uncomfortable with the hot weather being forced down on my body, I couldn't hold back a groan in annoyance at being targeted by the morning sun. Throwing a lazy arm over my closed eyes, I let out a exhausted sigh but nevertheless fought the sleepiness of my eyes as I sat up more aware of my surroundings than what I was in before

The harsh light of the sun was shown through the slightly cracked window that had been kept open for god knows how long now but I couldn't get it to shut and there was no point as it was smashed all around.

I peaked one eye open as I watched the room I had, slightly brighten up from the light that was coming from the outside. Showing clearly what occupied my lonely ass room but when my eyes landed down at the small boy that was tucked tightly into my arms a smile was quick to outstretch on my face

His head was laying flatly down on my biceps but he looked so comfortable in that position that I didn't have it in me to make an effort to disturb his sleep this early in the morning

His soft black hair just like mines softly fanned his small face as I pushed some of the hair away from his suckled in face too see a few cute freckles that occupied his face. I could tell that he made an effort to hide his freckle's again because the way his face showed a few patch's of his skin looking a lighter tone than what his skin colour was. It made want to laugh at how he tried to cover them but I smiled fondly at the child instead after rethinking of why he tied to hide them freckles of his

Planting a soft kiss against his forehead I was careful not to wake up the poor kid that needed as much sleep as he could get after the night that he had gotten. His long dark full lashes put my long lashes to shame as his chest heaved up down with every breath that Ash took

It made me relish that I had raised this child all by myself, well with my brother as well but I made sure to let him live his childhood than letting him get beaten up by our foster parents or them. I couldn't afford that, I couldn't afford him living his life in pain like I lived