The Boss' Rules and Roses [ON GOING]

Chapter 18

SEULGI'S POV

"Baby.." I sighed when she hold my other hand while I was driving. 

"I'm sorry.." I almost whispered but she just smiled and kissed my hand.

I said this is not the right time.. but she just suddenly showed up at sasabihan ng kung ano ano si Irene.

She doesn't deserved that... Yes she made a mistake but that was 10 fucking years ago! Why Boa can't fucking move on?!

"It's fine Seulgi.. she didn't lie tho." She answered with a smile on her face. All this time I'm avoiding to trigger memories that happened 10 years ago kase I know, she will blame herself again.

Two of our friends died and she keeps on blaming herself. But then Boa came, ranting like a kid about how Irene kinda ruined our life, that's what she said. Nakaka-putangina. 

Before I left, I told her to stay away from Irene because I know.... I know what she can do. Tang ina.

Flashback

"Pease leave Boa." I said while holding Irene's hand. Napatingin siya sa kamay naming magkahawak at agad namang nawala yung ngiti niya kanina.

"I'm not leaving not until you explained why that bitch is here? SEULGI GROW UP! SHE'S THE REASON WHY CHANYEOL AND JONGDAE DIED-"

"STOP IT BOA! Walang may gusto ng nangyare and that was fucking 10 years ago! Move on!" 

"Yes, that was 10 years ago... at hindi mangayayare lahat ng yon if you didn't let this woman come into your life in the first place! I warned you Seulgi.. I warned you not to let people come into your life after what happened with Krystal!" She bitterly chuckled at sinamaan ng tingin si Irene.

Bahagya ko siyang hinigit papunta sa likod ko.

"Krystal left you for a man Seulgi.. at hindi yon malabong gawin sayo niyang babaeng yan."

"I will not, Ms. Kwon. I love her-" Sagot ni Irene but Boa sarcastically laughed.

"You love her huh? So kelan mo pa naramdaman yang lintik na pagmamahal na yan? Nung iniwan ka niya? Yang pagmamahal na sinasabi mo andaming na-perwisyo!"

"ENOUGH! If you will not leave, kami ang aalis." Sigaw ko. Hindi ko na siya hinintay na makasagot at lumabas kasama si Irene.

What she did is fucking non sense! Pumuta lang siya para sabihan si Irene ng ganon? What a fucking joke.

End of Flashback

I know mahirap tanggapin yung nangyari kina Chanyeol at Jongdae, pero alam kong mas sasaya sila kung hindi na kami magsisisihan nang ganito. 

I'm forever thankful for what they did.. even to Jun.. I'm not dumb not to realize na humarang talaga siya para hindi tamaan ng bala si Irene.

"Don't worry about me na, hindi ko naman dadamdamin." Saglit ko siyang tiningnan na nakangiti at nagfocus ulit ako sa pagdadrive papunta sa condo niya.

"Still, she shouldn't bring up what happened 10 years ago. That's fucking stupid and that's so low of her." Inis na sabi ko. Nagulat ako nang bigla siyang tumawa.

"Bakit parang feeling ko naka-ilang mura ka na sa isip mo? Ansama ng itsura mo tapos hindi ka nagsasalita."

"Nakakainis siya, kaya ayoko silang puntahan eh."

"I understand her naman Seulgi. Sabi mo nga dati diba, they're basically your parents so hindi ko siya masisi kung ganun siya kagalit sakin. Imagine, two of her sons died at the same time. I would be mad too if that happens to me kaya don't get mad na." Napabuntng hininga nalang ako at hinalikan ang kamay niyang nakahawak sa kamay ko.