The Boss' Rules and Roses [ON GOING]

Chapter 67

SEULGI'S POV

You know... people used to tell me na there is a moment in your life where you'll feel a lot of things.

Excitement.. anxiousness.. nervousness.. happiness.. you'll feel all of that and you'll just freak out just to stop them because they're too overwhelming.

I didn't believe them..

..but I understand them now.

I am shaking. No matter how many times my friends tried to calm me down, nothing.

When they came earlier and informed me na susunod na yung kotse nila kasama siya, fucking shit.. para 'kong ginagawang halo-halo.

"Chong kumalma ka muna." Bulong ni Sehun na nasa tabi ko. Hindi pa sila lumalabas but later they will.

"I can't, damn you hindi ko kayang kumalma."

Seeing my baby wearing her dress is not the only reason why I'm this nervous..

..there's another thing I'm worried about..

"Sehun.."

"Oh?"

"When you married Joy, kailangan ba talagang umiyak?" I whispered. Of course nahihiya ako. I'm genuinely curious because even Jaehyun and Soo, umiyak sila.

I don't know kung pinilit lang nila yon to look more touching..

"No Seulgi. Hindi kailangan but you will cry for sure." Bahagya siyang tumawa. I don't get it..

"Pano kung hindi?"

"Trust me, iiyak ka pero kung hindi, that's fine. Tingnan mo lang siya. Pero I doubt chong, nasa pintuan palang si Irene iiyak ka na."

"Bakit? I-I mean.. anong mararamdaman ko?" Umayos siya nang upo para nakaharap siya sakin.

"Ganito kasi yan, habang naghihintay ka akala mo wala lang, kakabahan ka lang ganun. Pero once na bumukas yang pinto diyan.." Turo niya sa malaking pinto. "..at nakita mo si Irene papalapit sayo, babagal yung mundo mo. Parang magiging professional camera yang mata mo kasi sa kanya lang naka-focus tapos blurred yung paligid niya. Parang sa movie lang.. tapos maaalala mo lahat ng pinagdaanan niyo bago kayo nakarating dito. Hindi mo mapapansin chong, iiyak ka nalang." Ngisi niya.

"Hindi ko sinasabing ganon talaga yung mararamdaman mo.. iba-iba naman yon pero mostly ganon. Kahit tanungin mo pa sina Jaehyun at Soo. Ganun din sila nung kasal nila kaya kahit pigilan daw nila yung iyak nila hindi raw kaya."

Oh.. but I still don't think na iiyak ako. I'm so happy so bakit iiyak?

"Thank you Sehun.." Tumango lang siya. Bigla naman siyang tumayo kaya napatingin ako sa direksyon ng tumawag sa kanila.

Nakatayo na rin sina Jun. Sinenyasan naman sila na in five minutes, they'll be here na.

Tinanguan muna nila ako bago tuluyang lumabas.

I usually sweat a lot, pero iba ata ngayon.

Biglang umakbay sakin si Kuya, tumabi rin sakin sina mama with silly grins on their faces.

"Chill sis.."

"No.. no I can't. It's my wedding oh my God ikakasal na 'ko Kuya!" Pabulong kong sabi.

Our friends from Philippines and France are here, nakakahiya naman kung magsigawan kaming lahat dito.

"Ikakasal ka na nga!" Kuya naman..

"You'll calm down once you see her." Bulong ni mama at kinurot ang kanang pisngi ko.

"My princess is getting married.. dati nagpapabuhat ka lang sa'kin kapag tinatamad ka nang maglakad." Pa softly looked at me..