~ take it back~

Chapter ~41~

⚠️ there is suicide attempt in this chapter! If you don't or are sensitive to this topic stop reading now!! ⚠️

Johnny's pov

"Where's lydia!" I yell as I entered the apartment. "I thought she was with you" Dutch says. "No man we got in a fight and she walked off. I thought she would be here" I say. "What did you do Johnny! Lydia doesn't walk off for no fucking reason!" I hear Daniel yell. "Stay out of it Daniel" I say to him. "Make me!" He yells as he shoves me back. "You wanna go lets go!" I yell as I kick my leg up and swinging to the side hitting him in the face. He goes falling as I go punch him in the stomach. "Johnny that's enough!" Bobby yells. Daniel sands up and punches me in the face only making me more mad.

He kicks me but I block. He pushes me back breaking a photo. "Great now look what you did!" I yell at him. "Just stay out of Lydia's life!" I yell at him. "I can't do that! You know she trusts me more than you!" Daniel yells. "Your regret what you did and you know that!" He yells again. "I do I regret everything but I don't regret this!" I yell as I storm out.

Lydia's POV

"Sweetheart how are you" he says giving me a hug. "I don't know dad. You left for a long time. Am I supposed to be happy. I just came to ask a question but forget it" I say going to walk out but I feel his hand come in contact with my face. I look at him and run out. After about an hour I make it to my house. Dark inside and everything. I open up my house door and switch on my light only to see glass on the floor. I pick up the upside down picture and realize it's one of my mom. The tears start streaming as I let out a sob. I slamb my door. And pick up the pieces of glass.

My life is falling apart and I can't handle it. I throw the glass away except one piece. A decent size but pretty sharp. I shut off the light and walk to the bathroom. I shut the door as I pick up my sleeve of my jacket. I look at myself in the mirror. I grab a towel and put it in my mouth. I hear banging at the front door but I don't care. I turn on the water.

⚠️TW~ cutting~⚠️

I put the glass to my skin. I close my eyes shut I slide it down as I let out a muffled scream. The tears falling as I do another one. And another. I slide down the wall to the floor. I do another one and let out a cream as I throw the glass in the sink. I take off the towel.

⚠️the end⚠️

I hear the front door bust open but I just stay inside and cry. I hug my body as I feel myself starting to go numb. I look down and see all the blood on the floor. "Lydia open the door!" I hear Bobby yell. "Lydia Cmon!" I hear Johnny yell. "Lydia please.." Daniel says breaking in the end. I let out a sob. "I'm so sorry" I say to them. I feel my eyes go heavy and everything goes black.

Daniels POV

"Move" I say to them. "Move!" I yell at them. I go to kick the door as it goes flying open. I see lydia on the floor with blood around her. I pick her up and bring her to the couch. "Give me something! Give me something!" I yell panicking. "Daniel you need to calm down" I hear tommy say. "I don't know how!" I yell as a tear slips down my face. Dutch hands me supplies. I put alcohol on a cotton ball. I start to wipe off all the blood. I put gozz on her wrist and wrap it up with a bandage. I take off her jacket and lay it next to her. "Bobby go get me some clean clothes of hers" I say barley in a whisper. He returns a couple minutes later with some leggings and a baggy t shirt.
"I'm gonna need a bra for her to" I say as he walks back. He returns with a red one.

I slip of her shirt she has on now and put on her bra and her t shirt. I slip off her shirt and lucky the bra matches her underwear. She doesn't like mismatched clothing. I slip on her leggings. I put a Pillow behind her head. I pick up her dirty clothes and walk to her room and put them in the hamper. I grab her favorite blanket and walk back to the living room. I put it on her. I grab all the supplies and walk to the bathroom. I clean the blood from the floor and in the sink as I throw the piece of glass away. I wipe of my bloody eye that Johnny gave me. I put everything back Under the sink.

I shut the light off and close the bathroom door. I go sit down on the floor by Lydia waiting for her to wake up with the guys. "Imma head home. Just knock on my door Bobby,  tommy you guys know where to find me" I say as I walk out and into my house straight to my room. I lay on  my bed and close my eyes.

Lydia pov

My eyes fly open as I see the guys asleep on the floor. I look down at my wrist and realize what I did as my eyes water again. I take a deep breath, sit up, grab my blanket and walk to my room. I shut the door behind me and walk to my bed. I take a deep breath, close my eyes and lay down.

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